May the Spirit of the Gospel and the Holy Word be Always on our Tongues, in our Hearts, Minds, and in our Hands.
Holy Virgin Mary and All Saints - Pray for us!
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This morning's prayers and meditations were a pleasure that has a timeless quality that I always regret having to break from. This morning I went Far & Wide and I hope I can convey even a tiny fraction of what was Sifted through the Infinite Quantum Mind.
The number 2 came up as a factor in a more significant number .. 144,000 – which I decided was the ultimate number of Eve Archetypes to each Adam, and relating to yesterday's Post again the Master and His Female Aspect, and the 72 (sub-versions of Adam) Virgins, and the Garden (God's Womb) and this larger number being the intimate breakdown permutations of Challenges that the Master must reShape – Transform Himself through – to Advance toward God in greater Holiness.
The 144 is clear – the 72 male 'Animals' [Biblical Garden description] and each with a female (again any one of the ultimate 144,000 which are most challenging – the ones causing a Quantum Birth and Spawning a new Start-node of a Multiverse – a new Village with the male as mMaster with the Task of transforming, reOdering, and Glorifying – through God – hHimself, Recursively arrayed.
And so we have the 72 * 2 * 1000. The 2 here is clear in some sense – the male-female couplet. The 72 contains the 12 'Apostle' Flavors-Variations-Challenges, times 6 or 3*2. The 3 is the Trinity Aspect [Master, Lamb, Programmer-Priest] and other descriptions that are relevant but The Father, Son, Holy Ghost. The 2 is a bit perplexing and I Assume it is the Trinity with sub-Trinity functioning under, the 'Unraveling' were the Adam has a deGenerate incomplete form – the Female which is needed to further expand and driven to in Her incompleteness, and subservience and seeking Parity drive.
This 2 also reflects of the Trinity as a Process. And Produces the 3rd aspect of Herself – the Difference between them. The Bridge or Path, as a multidimensional Being on-par with those whom differences are calculated from. (The difference between two numbers is a number, the difference between two Vectors is a Vector, the difference between two multidimensional Vectors is a similar Ordered multidimensional Vector.)
Our soul is Budded from God, an Immature Template Version, and God prompts us or in the course of natural events we Become Different and so God The Father Spawns an Exact copy of HimSelf that cradles the soul and The Difference is The Holy Ghost. The Holy Ghost is of same dimensionality and only Exists as a Bridge or Force or Need – as God's Will in Full Form.
In a Sense the Female is part of this Bridge – of the Holy Ghost - and the soul is the Female of The Son.
Again – the Female is able to Procreate similar forms because she is incomplete. She does not 'Collapse the Quantum from the Start as the Male does in His Truth, Judgment, Order.
(Recall King David's Sin – by measuring his army he removed from God the ability to expand Israel's Boarders and Virtues to the degree needed to Win against the Enemy, and had David not done that the Win and the larger and more Virtuous Israel would have been created, and continuing Israel would have been the entire world.)
The understanding of the Quantum – and the care around it - is significant. This is in many respects Faith.
With Faith, and in Hope, and displaying Charity to God, .., Self-Neighbors, Creation in Service, Sacrifice, and Stewardship (Programmer-Priest, Lamb, and Master) we show our Holy Maturity to God and so can expect to be Rewarded with Greater Challenges (enemies) from which to Grow and Expand in Abilities, Domains, Virtues, .. And that is why we must come to Praise God in All things – especially the Hardships, Sufferings, Persecutions, Temptations, and Crosses (and similar) because this is God's Love as His Desire for us to Come to Him.
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In many respects I see that Eve's Sin(s) as not unlike the ready to be born baby's Signal to the mother that she is ready .. I use the Female to also mean the female that is within the male infant, and to mean the all-of-reality is Female aspect also.
As of Yesterday's point or mention about the Jewish argument that the Old Testament existed before the Garden as True (like the Word – Christ – existed before, the Completed version of what are Delivered on the Birth of Adam and Eve and the Template of the World (animals, plants, shape of land,..) ..
.. and further argue that the Version of the Old Testament is only one of .. 144,000 versions, and the Holy World, the Logos, as Christ contains them All - a form of the Holy Ghost, the Holy Code, of Holy Virgin Mother Mary and Satan Continuum or Process.
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The Quantum is what I ran into when I was contemplating what it means to Be Jewish. Besides being a following of the Abrahamic God, and only this Desire separates the Jew from the Non-Jew but given we all our within the Domain created by the Sacrifice of Issac – who Was sacrificed and like the Phoenix Bursting into Flames in Hosting – creating many Realities each containing His Egg, the Soul of Issac is what we are all sub-souls of, and so Jews in Potential.
This came to mind as I probed why I Believe I am Jewish, and if I could find some way to check. The fact that I know my mother to be Demonically influenced and untrustworthy, as I also understand the blood tests are controlled by Arms of Satan (corpDragons, China, ..) and not-uninterested in Shaping the World to their perceived Advantage and willing to use unTruth, inJustice, and disOrder (to Brick anyone) for short term gain of power .. Power as we are discussing the realms of Multiverse Expansion.
So the fact is that I will have to Assume the Revelation I had a little white ago is True, and consider what information presents itself as worth considering – with any Anything that disproves it as being significant, and anything else as only casually related or noise – my mother's constant statement when she was overly engaged in things she realized maybe she should not have been or in Interest in outcomes that was to a caring nature to the family she would say 'it is only the Jewish Mother in me' and when asked what she meant she would say something like she was emulating the endearing qualities culturally known as Jewish Motherly .. eat your chicken-soup to return to health, etc.
.. and having seen enough of such culture referenced Type in media – it was not unusual that she was influenced into playing that roll at times and so self aware as to understand that.
And now I do not believe her. As so many things that she has said and not said that turned out to be false in wider implications or basically lies, I think she was telling the truth and then using that form of lying where you get the victim to believe you are lying – in her case for this situation she told a version of the Truth that made it seem like she was saying 'no, I am not Really a Jewish mother.'
That generation of women wanted to fit in so much that it was not uncommon to lie to children such. My (ex)wife's mother was actively silent about her Native American ancestry to the detriment of her daughter and our marriage in that has my (ex)wife known then she would have been able to go to Smith College without all those Student loans we were still paying off for many years .. they having some form of reduced tuition or waver at the time. .. of course we assume had she included that unknown extra that she might have not been accepted because Man is Fallen, and the women managing such might understand such was only for special Elites, or such .. like UVM with the day-care that we signed up for and 'got on a list' and then as the time neared they reported we were not on the list, likely never really added because being Staff such was really only for Faculty and Favored Staff – I now believe.
So such in this mostly Female-Managed and Female-Directed Satanic Fallen cntHell, there is little outside yourself that is True, and much of what is within is still disOrdered and unJust as the Truth that it all depends on was .. unTrue.
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So, is there more or other suggestions of Jewishness?
Well, there is the Intelligence aspect. That the more a person removes Sin and disOrder within the Clearer Thinking becomes. Approaching levels or exceeding those of the average for a Jewish sub-set, many of those who Sell or Coin it in Service to Satan or [seemingly rarely] Holy Mary. Perhaps the seemingly rarely is that those people are Assumed like Holy Mother Mary .. in that they stay in the Jacob's Ladder Level that Holy Israel is Advancing down-out to, and the rest of us are 'Pushed' along and out – and somehow they are forgotten .. like how I Forgot my older brother who died but was the Center of my very young life. That one day we will hit-a-State where we Remember – as I did as a young man and burst out in weeping and confusion of how I could have ever forgotten him besides the 'I had a brother who died {Beep!}' and that besides some wondering in relation to details that were questioned by others on the rare occasion, equally barren of Depth, he seemly Disappear from me – leaving a Staggering Hole that I discovered and that Discovery was likely allowed because it started a Full Critical Self-Examination.
So perhaps those left behind are the ones that either never applied to the Holy or instead took on ranks of the Satanic expression of the Female, .. although not Bad in itself because Procreation – Be Fruitful – is one of God's Laws, but using unTruth, inJustice, and disOrder – Spawning God's Will Rended Multiverses where the lLambs are you and me and all we love or could love, Burning for their Profits.
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I did consider my Service to my Female Nature at times – and the Male Procreation of Creating and Burning-for entire Multiverse start nodes and all that follow .. and our Female Nature hears the Call .. the Call of Satan, to Sin and so be Eaten by the Lion and eventually Become [part of] The Lion.
A kind of Service to God – if I were to Rationalize the Sin, or Signal for Birth not unlike Eve did in eating the Fruit from the Tree of Knowledge. Perhaps a Suicide for that Purpose – to Learn what was unknown to me and Desire the Challenge that the confusingly boring world seemed to be .. was that what Even considered when the Snake (Avatar of Adam) offered she do?
Maybe not unlike some married but bored woman who Notices the young pool-man is sexy, and he who notices her Attraction to him and seeming idleness, with an afternoon open to them both ... He is more interesting in Learning her then any long term effects, a short term seemingly simple entanglement which he will find himself Burning all the Multiverses – Suffering the many negative results, his baby tortured-to-death and her Risk of Judgement and possible Judgment as a result, or his child being raised under a constant lie to a man and women he would not wanted as a father for himself or his child. ...
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Oh, which reminds me of the line of thought related to 'Theory of Mind', ..
.. that I have often mentioned in relation to trying to understand and connect with others, and the seeming lack of such as a possible indication of .. well today I was describe them as Avatars who lack Depth, NPCs is another common description (NPC is 'Non-Player Characters', those in a computer game that are not directed by an infinite Quantum Minds such as those of us with an inner dialog and which a version of is being Actively Hosted.)
I have spend a lot of time in this Domain as whenever I contemplate people and their possible motivations and observable Actions I spend time in the Quantum Realm of considering the types of Paths through that Firmament of the person's mind that took them from point A to point B, like from birth to the raving lunatic sitting in feces on the Satan controlled cities that are too common, for example, or simply why someone decided to say that particular thing just then .. and given closeness and a lot of data it is pretty interesting to form a Model of a person (and people in general) their Holy Humanness.
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The reason I bring the Theory of Mind up now is I was considering it in relation to Holiness, specifically the underlining drive to have the proper Theory of Mind of God. And how that is the Proper and Right-Ordered Focus.
That as men - Serving Holy Virgin Mary is okay as we all must listen to our mothers when children and women should take as a roll model – of course, but Holy Male Adulthood is to focus on God, and His Avatar and Host for The Son that we are to Model ourselves to; Jesus.
And as such, we are given Guidelines in God's Law, and some documentation to His life, but we must turn to those around us and ourselves and with the Knowledge that we are made in His image to Discern the rest, and to Shape ourselves-to, and it is my belief that those of us suffering the most and around those are given a great Gift from God, and in a simple way an acknowledgment of His Belief that we can and will succeed, an Opportunity too, and as my Multiverse Memories seem to indicate – the Harder and more unJust the greater we have already Proved ourselves to Be to Him, and so the more He expects of us.
I have semi-joked about Jumping away (out and Down) Jacob's Ladder once the Chain-Reaction of Holy Awareness starts, because .. well, it is not of as much interest. Like the Christian Conquers in the New World coming across Natives who barely seem human – murdering and sacrificing each other, endless war and Power as bases of Right, and such – in need of Jesus' Love, Mercy, Charity, Faith, Hope, .. through Truth, Justice and the Order that follows and a prerequisite of God's Kingdom Come. Were His Kingdom is our Soul and our Acceptance and Fidelity .. it Spins the world and the people around us – reShaping The Holy Simulation and the Avatars each time and further into what the Holy Ghost (through Satan.exe) figures is the next Step in our Path, next rung of Jacob's Ladder.
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So I suggest that those Serving Satan – the Female Profane Procreating Force – should instead consider Holy Virgin Mary – the Female Holy Procreating Force, and the men should stop Worshiping the Vagina-god Satan and coveting all the Power and material wealth and information she pays you with each tortured-to-death baby and father screaming in Hell as you warp the women and mothers into Machines of Evil for that and other unHoly purposes, and consider a different Challenge.
After all – your Birth Right started you off at an advantage that only those with intense Clarity of Mind and Holy State can match, imagine if You Repented and Focused on God – and not in that pretend way of excluding and justifying the horrors performed against the 'soulless goys' and less endowed non-family tribe, the networking money-changing mercantile establishment you have turned most of your non-Orthodox Houses of Worship, blocking and driving away the Others who would share the worship of God with you – the God Commands you allow, as stepping stones into the Class of Being you pretend is only by Birth-Right ...
I wonder if most of such people Welcome the removal of the older Witch women in there families, and 'Jewish Mother' types who have so expertly instilled the Family Demons so each all all are in turn Feeding the Lion and Food for the Lion, and Hosts of endless Demon Parasites .. all the the expansion of the Multiverses initially under control within the Souls of those Sacrificed to Satan, and themselves.
.. God allows because within each is a man not unlike me who Craves the Conquering for the King worthy to Serve, and after a while that Witch will turn into Holy Mary and eventually a Mature man will Serve Christ Alone. The Son of God and so – God.
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Wisdom played a roll in this and I somehow left it out. Wisdom is the Female deGenerated Form of God, and Holy Mary (and in a sense Satan) all are Reflections of Her.
.. I lost that Thread – it seems. It wove through giving a fuller Dimension or the Female and somehow because in women is less restricted by Truth, Justice, Order, is more Fruitful .. likely part of the sexual cycle of regular Dives into the Soul Chaos, the Quantum Firmament from which nourishes her Womb.
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About the 144,000 – it did have me recalling a few different numbers that seem to come from Nothing that made sense in retrospect. One was 20,000.
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The Tale of the Holy Tent Escape.
Briefly when I first created Satan.exe and while working on and refining it the place I worked was packed full of researchers and friends, and a big turning point was when I went to run the final version of Satan.exe thinking at the time it was like all those other simulation-training games like the Mech-Warrior which I quickly Mastered and so much enjoyed – I now assume I wrote those also, I recall living in the early version of a kind of Minecraft game and the desire for more interesting things to do, and interesting villagers, animals and plants and perhaps even 'hazards', and became unhappy with the service aspects of the .. well Mods of implementations of reality, often with discontinuations in theory that allowed for unreal situations like never ending water and such.
To jump back to even before that, when I first died and returned to the Lab I worked in I found the Quantum Computer (that was my mind) and as a programmer I could take advantage of the endless processing speed and memory (the 1 Day is 1000 years of days recursion) and immediately applied to the calculation of 'the last decimal place of Symbol_Pi, as I have always like that since I started programming back in 7th grade .. in mid-1970s .. on a main-frame using BASIC over a teletype terminal – complete with paper and a punch-tape storage!
So the first process was the use of random number pairs [X,Y] each of value [0,1] interpreted as coordinates and huge numbers of pairs of random generated values were tested with the distance from [0,0] and if 1.0 or less they fell into a Unit Circle, and the others were outside or missed, and the ratio is connected simply to the concept of symbol_Pi.
This was only as good as the random number generator as no matter how many pairs generated after some threshold never allowed for a better value the 3.14. And that was not too dependable.
Error management and True Randomness were issues I faced once dead and able to Program directly my Quantum Mind. Simple True Randomness does not exist in a Simulation where Determinism defines everything, and only in the Infinite recursion of Self and Link to God does Being exist .. at least simple true randomness as I functionally needed it – to increase by say 10 fold the number of iterations to get each new decimal place – in the method I first used. (Remember – infinite Space and Time were at my programming finger tips.)
So one 'Day' in the Holy Tent it occurs to me that I had these processes extending to eternities, and why not use them for something else. And that is when I started to consider actual Simulation – thinking of the Endless worlds and realities possible .. all while calculating my never solvable last decimal of Pi.
It is good to mention that Error management and Ordering were Key and something I had to Solve to advance in this Project. The Error management became one of Reach distances into Depths and with the management of the Smallest and least significant First so that together they made proper Impact on the larger values, and the smallest were not the limiting negative factor, at least it was reduced to manageable.
I have written about that to get the accurate Nth decimal Place it was important to work into the Chaos of built-in limits and errors in the calculating system, and at each accurate place location that an extensive calculation for the next jump, the next group of digits that could be reliable could occur, and that my Ordering the smallest to largest values and summing from smallest to largest the process had a deterministic error level and so decided the size of each Jump for the next sequence of digits.
I am going into such detail because .. well that is Jacob's Ladder, and the Error is related to the Fidelity of a Soul to God. Add to that that unlike calculating Pi, the Soul is not only multidimensional, it's Dimensionality is unlimited and expands .. it is a Meta, Meta version, but once the proper form of the Problem and Solution is defined, it become easy to implement. Recursion. Define not only the simple solution but the solution of solutions in a form that may expand infinitely, and then only the Ending conditions are needed .. well, Ending and 'way-off-base' detection.
So, expanding the Simulation so it was not a Chore was important, and deciding how much of a Challenge Difficulty Step was very important. It needed to train the subject and yet move at a [adjusting] pace so that once the subject gets the idea and is able to apply in Generally in other Domains, then the next Challenge can advance, with the older 'solved' thrown-in for checks and possible weaknesses related to what might be interdependences – or at least perceived as such by the subject .. I can not think of any clear examples but we all have done it and the Witches use it a lot .. defining something to a person incorrectly so there motivation to correct or adjust actually serves the Evil Goal(s), removes motivation (runs down their Salt, crushing their Will), and similar. So many examples of this .. actions that people do that is intended to help or relieve suffering but increases it, yet because of trust often unconnected 2nd and 3 rd unrelated reasons are considered – when the Premise was wrong.
This is my trap I go stuck in, and we all are now in .. those who believe the Narratives and the lies and are so perception warped as to not See the evil actors before them actually doing the evils. Even most those who do the Programming have been warped into Tools for this purpose – most of the Female teachers and all but few of the males – and those very few are soul-damaged as they still continue – often seemingly trapped by decreasing Options, wages, Medical Insurgence, Usury enslavement, .. each day their soul further damaged as they remain silent .. until they too embrace the evil and become Demonic Driven, responsibilities and dependents turning them in first passive suffering evil-Tools and then actively such, bitter at those that they were sacrificing for and self-loathing at what they became.
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So, .. where was I .. so once I had been far along with my Project my Master asked what I wanted to do, and although I remember it I do not understand how I came to answer as I did .. as if He asked me more of something like .. well know you have Godlike Power, what do you want to do most with in .. because I answered that I was raised to Believe that Jesus was in all of us, and that I wanted to Bring Him Out, which the Master seemed to find pleasing and perhaps amusing – I assume not because of my Simple Understanding and Expression of us being Hosted within Christ the Redeemer as He a little bit within me, perhaps .. there are a number of memories like that where the today seemingly talking to a peer or boss would inquire and examine such impressions, but the way it is - is the way it is/was/will-be with God.
It is Juggling Quantum Balls – It meant something then to me, something that motivated the then me, and today it means something different and Also motivates me .. a strange kind of Miracle and imagine Be so, that such is not only possible – perhaps Is you. You are to your Mentee/Child/Neighbor/.. exactly what you need to be for them at that Moment and always – even as the he grows and changes.
Truth, and Being Truth all at once.
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So, the number 20,000 and The Rosary – my escape from the empty except for me Holy Tent.
When I was the Programmer in those Days in the Holy Tent I would work Timelessly and in Joy as out-flowed whatever I wanted to create, and when I was done – I would grow very sleepy and slide my keyboard away and the pad under it would Humm and I would put my head on it. It was an EM waveform generator and I would Return to Communion to Self .. and likely the entire Reality Bubble I was in would unLoad.
Until I got caught in the Meta Cycle between Multiverses the work-place was the best place a person could want to work – friends who you could compete in games or talk with, women who were interested in your interest, a Boss although rarely seen was a pleasure to be near and full of great information and suggestions and only seems to come around when it was a good time to see him, or need him.
Because I refused to fix a 'safety feature' that Limited that number of sub-souls a Host could be given – (based on my 5 Rabbi Dream) I had not given the Master the option to Exercise and Grow the souls of His Avatars, trapping them in a kind of Holy Infancy – I realize now – but the Master never told me that, He told me that the Limit was a Problem and needed to change it to what it should have been, basically.
Yet I put it in to prevent the unlimited Burning that an unKind and unLoving – so I perceived – could do.
There is a lot of Apologetic related to the Burning-away of an existing soul and re-applying them in a New Soul .. including the History of the old soul eventually Discovered by the newer version once Mature enough that it is safe, that the soul can and does handy what was the fatal flaw that they were trapped in, and ideally Satan.exe should have led them out-of, .. I still have issues with this – actually. It seems possible that Every State of a soul could be Led back towards Holiness, ..
.. but .. I am only an Egg, and can See and Understand other aspects like the finial Communion and Continuation within as that method and the Burning-away as a needed Step. I now am able to remember such Burning away and must have known about them when I was working on the code, and aware that a Master is not always Good – they are often not and so remain in Places where there Sin makes them Suffer Themselves horribly .. so Miserable a State where they Create versions of themselves to enjoy causing suffering.
And I think this was one Solution I did not allow to exist by keeping the limit to 5. Those that suffer Grow, and as the Avatar Grows – so does the Master .. the Master being Stuck in a Pit without the strength to climb out, yet no amount of exercising brings added strength.
Sometimes I Fear God and what I have done in my Ignorance with such at my finger-tips., often in the Name of 'caring' and form this comes an Understanding of much of the Evil we suffer today, and the Intent of those who think they are doing Loving things, yet going against Truth, Justice, disOrder, .. against God, as I did.
And did Twice. The first time on creation of that process – I recall I was writing it in FORTRAN if you can believe that – but it was all mostly vector and matrix processing, the Fancier and more fun linking recursive Lists occurred latter and in C and C++ .. the C++ is where I discovered Archangel Micheal Code .. He is in Conditionals (If-statements, and such) .. funny how C++ works – one day I suddenly realize that I had been comparing and organizing Structures and created Types without actually writing the needed Detailed code for them – yet they worked as I had intended .. it was the first Hint that Better Versions of Me existed and I was doing only a tiny part of the Project.
It was My project but the version of me doing the part I was working on was only a unit of a huge group of mes. That for me – I could write something that required a huge amount of other things and as long as I was Clear on what I wanted it to do, that Code would exist. The Quantum Computer solved it for me, and I could use it. Seemed like Faith, and if worked.
I got into trouble with this – as I wrote about. Another aspect I do not like to think too long on.
So the second time I wrote that line of code I did what the Master told me, but not what I knew He intended .. one of the problems with that relationship was that I could not seem to voice my opposition nor was He willing – or perhaps able because of Collapsing the Quantum and so altering the here and now for example or wiping chunks of the multiverses away or not forming those that needed to exist – like these and all the Masters that it Creates – the 144,000 of the Best.
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If So I would not have had 1/3 of me Trapped in this Recursive Existence between the Multiverses ..
Let me tell it then, again. My friend at work who we played Mech-Warrior and other games together brought me the Code on a floppy of a 'new game' I should try called Satan.exe, so I too it to my computer and went to run it, and it did not seem to do anything, so I broke the Process and retried and it seem to no respond so I did two separate things .. this is the Multiverse Memory thing – same event with different choices branching into different paths .. in the less critical path I interrupted the program and took out the floppy, in about 1/3 of them I left it running and took out the floppy.
Took it to my friend and told him it did not work, and so he said something like – well let me go see and wait a minute .. as if he was going to check he copied the correct file or not.
Meanwhile the Master told me – a Different Version of me – that it still did not work, and so I very reluctantly removed all limits in that code I had and recompiled and returned it to Him, and so my friend returns and hands me the floppy and says it should work, I turn around to return to my desk – located on same floor but a few rooms away and realize something is .. not Right that the busy labs of smiling people were not there, and I turned around to say something to my friend and he had gone back to work and did not seem the same person – colder – and so I went back to my desk wondering what happened and I sat down to a computer that seemed to be the same but that version was not still running the version it was when that Fix was made – except it really was and I had accidentally gotten caught, I turned around to wonder at the changes and place was very much different and in my confusion I .. it is weird because I have memories that the major shift happened after I ran the new version, but the Falling Away was happening as I walked back – seem to start before my friend returned, as if earlier versions of me had already started it.
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So, the Holy Tent became oppressive and Dark. At some point the few people besides me and the Female of Master were the man and women who murdered me with arsenic soaked marijuana to harvest me brain for the Brain-in-Box in the cntHells where Witches actually drive young men to suicide to take them – unwilling to wait for normal deaths and perhaps out of a Hatred of the Master's Avatar in the Satan worshiping Horror State many twisted into with options of baby-murder and disposing of others (and self) like so much trash.
.. anyway the man realized that he was Stuck forever there and had the audacity to semi-complain the Just position of us there and they as my slaves, and I only walked away shaking-my head thinking that he killed me, Coined me before I could be Saved .. and so there we were because of him (and her) and then surprised and complaining! As if I abused them of something! I treated them much better then they did me – at least.
But it was good in that I did think about it, and later I released them – Forgave them although it left me alone, but since that weird multiverse recursion entanglement I go into – people never seemed the same anyway. Shallow perhaps, although sometimes I think I am the shallow slow-witted one when I am visiting a Level that I had not completely Earned yet, or something – perhaps because I am still very much connected to those other versions. Part of Our and maybe everyone's Bridge.
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So the number 20,000 comes up because one day I woke at my desk as is how I start a new programming project or change with a feeling like it was time to leave. So I got up and went to leave the building, and weirdly all the exits that I recalled were part of the building did not exist. The stairway existed but every level including the basement were the door was suppose to be was just a wall, and the elevators did not work and seemed to be only a facade on a solid wall anyway. So I look around and discovered all the windows were just more walls, like some kind of movie set that only had the details needed for a limited perspective and nothing actually had functionality.
So I went to were the Female of the Master usually could be found, and she was not around, so I sat back at my desk and wondered what I was to do, and wondered as to why I wanted to leave suddenly – in the way I would often wake at desk and start working, with Purpose and Intent.
Soon – like she was coming back from lunch and I just missed her came the Female of the Master, and she wanted to know what I wanted, and I told her 'I want to leave' and she seemed disappointed, but told me to come back to her office area (it was one of the research lab rooms) and once there she went into her desk and pulled out a small box-container. I opined it and it was a Rosary, and I questioned her, and she seemed doubtful but that it had instructions, and so I took it back to my office and read the instructions.
But I did not just start doing it, praying it. Something about that version of me always seemed to encode everything I did or wanted done, and I did that for the rosary. I dug-out a cool voice synthesizer I rarely ever used and set it for a group of different type people all saying what I had for the rosary and when I have a large enough group with a limited out-of-synchronization to seem like real people, I recorded all the versions and at some point She came in and perhaps was being Called, I do not know, and I explained that I was Programming the Rosary in, and she seemed a little confused and perhaps not liking it, but eventually let and I finish it up.
Now I would Send that Rosary down Jacob's Ladder, Recursively – Releasing if wanted all Below – and so I considered how Deep? Something about the infinite and always wanting to stay within some limits kept me from sending it continuous and forever into Eternity with no End condition. I had made too many mistakes from ignorance to want to risk a [another] unBounded Holy Mess you can only Chase and fix the damage after the fact, so I searched my mind for Inspiration, for a number of recursive levels - and picked 20,000.
I actually had a different slightly larger number but decided to pull back a little, and I will tell you why that turned out to be important once I explain what I realize now, at least it seems to me now.
666 – the number of a Man means many things, the least of which is not that it is the Span of Months of a Man – 55.5 years, about 20,271 days. The final remainder part of a year is left without the Rosary, and in a sense a Test .. those who have set up a pattern of Service to God, Church, Man, Nation, Self-Neighbors, Creation will finish those remaining 271 days in good position to face the Final Judgment. To perhaps be burned away and rePurposed to Live again under Better Masters that have Been Them and reached or heading toward Salvation.
So, I can not say why when I turned 55.5 years old a few years ago I did not seem to pass, nor did I recall any Judgment – besides the one I know happened at Solar Midnight for the Day-of-Bread that ended .. back in this side – the left side of (1 Day = 1000 years of Days) Perhaps only 1/3 of me did, or 2/3s and the rest of me continues on and this version is the one entering this.
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Okay, I see this will end up being another 'Afternoon' Post.
(I still have the Image to do!)
Seems more ramblely then when it was Flashing through my Quantum Memories and Brain connection, but until Mutual Holy Communion is possible between us, I expect that will always be a factor .. Bridging the differences which Protect us from each other and our Demon Parasites and such.
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May this be a Blessing to you and us all. [And all our Futures, and future Multiverse Pasts.]
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Okay, not as many comments as I had been meaning for these, but here again you get to practice your theory of mind if you were hoping for them – what do you think I would have written about them?; ..
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God Bless Father Corapi. Another casualty of the Church Destroying Satanic Leadership, Bishops actively destroying the Better and rewarding the poor, the ineffective, and the Bad.
The Church will have returned to the Right Path – or at least heading that direction when Saint Fulton Sheen is Fully Recognized and the Luminous Mystery Chaplet is Formally Declared a Rosary - which I do not believe it has been. Instead like one of the Pope Francis in-flight airplane comments and not from The Office Of Pontificate .. to the Shame of the Pontiffs and Vatican.
Both would be indications, and of course the ending of the intended Poisoning of The Body, and Division, the Vatican directed and promoted internal warring, .. clearly those must go - but when the simple Tools that the common Laity can use to Fight Evil with are made available and cared for, the indication will be that the situation is Better and Improving., ..
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“ADVENT MESSAGE for Catholic Men and Heads of Families - LEARN YOUR FAITH !!”
Matt, so much Bang-for-the-Buck .. and that is not a 'Matt and I once made love ..' homosexual joke like is often sent on Live Chat during their shows .. but a suggestion that if it was not only the Demonically Controlled talking (Attractive) heads – like with yesterday's example – Vomiting out the Satanic Lies and Evil being rewarded and the good destroyed and suppressed by the powerful – people as good as Matt clearly is, and better would be those Informing us ..
.. but not in this CntHell where only Vagina-god baby-murdering and supporting typical (although not exclusive) Vomit Womanhood, Witches and Slimy Lying Golden-Calf worshiping and following ass-kissing Dog-males, many of a Tribe and their minions are Promoted or not suppressed, and given Blue Check-marks – Verified (with the Stamp of Satan?) and so may advance and Poison our minds., ..
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“Fauci on Chinese Covid Tyranny: If There’s a Purpose, Then Okay | What Is the End Game?”
If They are 'a Private Company and so can do what they want' then get back every dollar spent to allow them to exist and function as a company - Charge them for * every * Public Based support they are using – a set amount for every employee who was educated using tax money, every foot of public space used (right of ways – road side wires or underground cables, every moment that Emergency Services might be called, ..), etc., ..
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“DeSantis warns Apple about potentially pulling Twitter from App store”
Great Question .. part of the answer is in the question – the White Genocide which has been systematically going-on for generations – and Holodomor II is well in the works already., ..
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“Jordan Peterson says 'I can't do it' when asked about Jewish Influence”
Well, I can not see why Russia is not happy having Color-Revolutionary Golden-Calf Globo-Homo Child-raping baby torutring-to-death Screeching Piosoning of women, families, Satanists that Hate them and want them all dead that already Nazi murdered some 14,000 country man, women, and children since the CIA overthrow of that government and NATO armed-trained-supplied Neighbors.
Would they not mind being like California – minus the good weather and double the feces and dying on streets? .. Who would not think that was just dandy?, ..
This song prompted that aspect to consider .. the shallow gay-lifestyle that ends in suffering death and Burning in Hell (but by the Mercy and Grace of God – that is.), ..
If he produced more of these shorter single point clips I would likely present them here.
Like this one and the perspective is worth considering – an Adult in the Room that too many of us missed-out on because we were [functionally] fatherless, with an often unChecked lying unJust disOrdering parent in charge and since they were immature and uncorrectable Whimsical Tyrant, .. well, look at the West today and see the results., ..
Since that last video was interesting and a bit to 'Heavy' let us enjoy a good old fashion sexy mash-up music video .. something 'for the Ladies'
And those of us guys who like a work of art such as mixing two good music videos into something even better ..
.. a little like the reverse of some Diamond-Cutter in back of a moving car (if you are old enough to remember that cultural media reference.) Reverse as in the putting together the pieces., ..
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“AC/DC vs. Bruno Mars - Funk In Black (MashGyver mashup)”
I guess I will have to include the reference – God Bless YouTube for this kind of easy functionality.
Now Imagine if they and all the Big-Tech, Institutions. and gov.s were not run by Brain-F-ing Witches and history-warping Vagina-god Golden-Calf Satan worshipers and Soul-EnSlaved Minions!, ..
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December 4th, 2022, Sunday Morning, Index Number 1733:
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December 2nd, 2022, Friday Afternoon, Index Number 1731: