Multiverse Journal - Index Number 1509:, April 28th, 2022, Thursday Noon-Hour
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April 28th, 2022
Good Thursday Noon-Hour,
May the Spirit of the Gospel and the Holy Word be Always in our Minds, on our Tongues, and in our Hearts.
All Saints - Pray for us!
Index Number 1509:
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In this morning's prayers I have been barely able to get even the minimum prayers done – so occupied in Mediation, much related to both of yesterday's 2 posts;
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Post on April 27th, 2022, Wednesday Morning, 'Index Number 1507:', ..
https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1507
Archived: https://archive.ph/8PaUw [Updated]
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228507878266263
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Post on April 27th, 2022, Wednesday Noon-Hour, 'Index Number 1508:', ..
https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1508
Archived: https://archive.ph/uU4SU [Updated]
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228508853890653
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I came across something that happened to me (and others) in High School which might bring Reflection on my disgust mentioned and the my cock is bigger then yours, and how as an older boy and a very young man doing physical labor besides much older men gave be a perspective Satan is purposely removing from children and young men which – the benefit being taken from us has to do with having perspective on Proper Order, and results – in part – the simple fact that most men now Attack 'Better' men, as trained Dog-Males they fit together with the Witches and most of their Covens of twisted unreasoned and lied to from crib women.
As mentioned I was big for my age early and was given an opportunity to work for a local contractor in many aspects of house construction – the area being developed with vacation homes within driving distance of Philly and NY City - not far from the intersection of Interstate 80 & 81 – and the development my family lived in was the first year-round home.
I worked as a grunt – able to hand-mix concrete, carry blocks to place besides the masons and roof shingles to the roofers, and could and would enjoy working like a demon on shoving crush rocks in spreading under what would be the foundations – it was the one thing I could be 'better' then most of the grown men, willing to work really hard through the times when they would take breaks – discussing 'remember when you could do that' to each other .. which was clearly - in retrospect - for me to hear – both a pat on the back and motivation to continue, God Bless them. .. I also experienced those that were older who were not of the caliber of those top men who I had to still work besides – some not liking that small bit of minor encouragement .. I strange perspective from someone who was clearly better then me in many aspects drawn and developed from experience, and with that perspective I recall that it was not hard to help them understand that I honored their skill and would be happy to help them as I did the others.
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Okay. Let us jump to HS.
I wrestled as a sport, and was JV (Junior Varsity) for the first two years under a young man – let us call him Bill. And Bill had some of the quality of those older men in sports – much of which for him I understand now is related to ego - and not a bad thing as developing the proper ego related to others is Right Ordered and Good – but it was key to him, and his willingness to work harder and to put more into it was part of him, more so then I was willing to so I never really challenged him for Varsity which I now realized was not good, for him as well as me, lacking that level of Fire, okay were I was, and like those construction men I worked with – if Need required they could have worked like was and likely longer if their family or such was at stake, I knew I also could develop to become someone who challenged Bill and likely win – I had no doubt but was not willing to .. to the disappointment of many older men (and perhaps women) at the school who remembered my biological uncle and father when they went there and likely knew all along that I was the son and nephew & son of two men who were relative Machines at sports ..
.. the Uncle I wrote about in Post, May 3rd, 2021, Monday Noon Hour, 'Index Number 859:', ..
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10226351268992379
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.. who was known to enjoy fighting and beating up men much bigger them him in the tomato crews, who I 'Read' as an older man staying in his (haunted) house with my wife while visiting and could see him standing there with his then relaxed hands in Fists at sides of body still ready, willing, and wanting to take on anyone – even me who could have thrown him across the room at the time – all well hidden under his University professorship Cover.
Anyway – Bill got challenged and beaten badly by a young man – Ken – in my grade who made it look easy, and this was devastating to Bill I realized later – and Ken did not really want to wrestle and did not bother to come again and join .. just establishing that in this small private Quaker Boarding school the best would have been water-boys in a larger school where he had been, and I honor him for it.
This crippling of Bill's ego lead him to basically demand me to challenge him .. and I did know why but clearly he needed to win against someone before his peers and although I did not want to he insisted, and finally I agreed – since he wanted it so badly (a mistake by a naive agreeable young man) and he proceeded to nearly brake my neck – in this Multiverse Path, and I was killed in others and permanently crippled in still others, and in this one I still suffer the neurological effects with my right arm and hand deteriorating faster then my left (and will likely end-up unable to use it as my slow death by 'sugar' continues it's degeneration of my systems – and our medical systems so filled with horrors and evil that worse then suicide to go near such demonic vileness from Hell – disguised by well meaning others, but behind them is Satan and Hell – I have been tortured out of that naive young man status – with IC Nurses laughing at my extreme-Distress in believing that my son was killed in what I decided must have been a car accident that put me there, and all involved unwilling to bring him in so I could see him – after 3 days in a coma and in bad shape of course they would be lying about him and his death .. really you F-ing horrors, I should have come away not only with a Clear understanding but the very fact that modern Western womanhood was seriously vile and horrible when given a chance (#NotAll for F-ing horrors!))
.. jump ahead. Bill was devastated and last I heard he was on a self-destructive path and I hope he pulled out and found God because .. I became similar with all the directed male-hate internalized, and drinking nearly to death (of course I died many times, no person could live with the amounts I drank at times! Each Death a drop in Jacob's Ladder and it is Just that I argue that since I had drank that much before – I still woke the next morning .. and how many of us could wonder at how we survived such and near death in a million ways growing up .. the fact is that in much of the time one version of you (at least) did die. Many of the homeless I use to talk to – although never saying they survived suicide – were yet clear that they continued to live when no man could or should have – incredible luck they would phrase it, and many you could tell were Frightened by this realization considering it likely as punishment for having tried. “if you hate your life you will live it forever” and along with Cane [and me] Own the Days and Burn in support of our Sins of many kind – and we Know it – at least at some level. Joy Murdered and Satan gets Her Brian-in-Box and the Lion expends His Kingdom of our infinite souls and Nation – in preparation for His Coming.)
What I think got Bill the most was my unexpected violence at him .. unexpected at the time and situation - by even me and my lover and mother of my not-born daughter – and very likely that unreasoned seeming violence – resentment as I realized he had seriously hurt me because of his loss and although it was clearly not what he wanted or intended, it happened and I had and still faces a life of reduced function and problems – it was not only the arm, my entire right side is impaired – leading to a later ankle injury that still needs a few more surgeries, and my right side kidney was significantly smaller – I happen to notice related to my uric-acid kidney stones x-rays .. weakness, coldness, muscle reduction and accelerated loss .. all those injuries from youth will be a huge burden in my older age – and I am far from the first man who knows this, when I was a child it was rare to know a man of elderly age that did not need a walking-cane or such, most work being physical and war deployments and such .. I am often stuck as this missing aspect – on meeting a much older man that is still able to move like he was 40 years younger.
I later told him that it was because I resented the needless injury – and although my right arm flopped around for weeks at practice it did seem to come back and – like many – I did my best to pretend I was okay, the constant pain and clear problems did not exist .. the local hospital was staffed with the worst doctors (a year before my girl friend nearly died from a burst appendix and only barely survived because her father came in from NYCity and DEMANDED she me moved – even against her will and who know about the mother – but being older women from a generation where although divorced she still respected him, when men were to be respected until they showed they did not deserve it as an individual, but still as a group they stood on their testicles at the risk of every Right-Order woman near them that that understand that the are Benefactors and the State was basically evil and you can marry it but be Coining your, the children's, and his soul to Hell or similar. Her appendix had burst and she was in the hospital for a long time .. for example)
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So, back to Ken .. remember Ken?
Jump a few years and I and Chris were Prefects of the dorm floor and Ken liven on it. Prefect responsibilities were to check to be sure everyone was on hall at a set time (10 pm if I recall correctly) and be the general go-between – and although never openly said, to help cover for to a small degree the mischief that occurred because no adult in authority cared to be bothered for much of the rule braking as long as it did not threaten health or property significantly .. we did it automatically because both Chris and I had spent the previous 3 years seeing and being benefactors of similar help (one who's uncle was a famous producer in Hollywood linked to some block-busters at the time - like Animal House and such, BTW, but that is minor to other 'claim to Fame' interactions I was presented with there. An Elite Class of student well mixed with people like me, a very good school and full education for all – living with the lower privileged yet mentally component and challenging is a very good mix for our future leaders – back a generation before they all went insane.
.. a good school yet I must report that it was Witch Ruled and Controlled – I lost my virginity and soul Captured by Her .. she who lives in an apartment above all women on a floor – a floor I doubt is on the floor plans or even exist at all in any Reality she does not want to visit and when she is there and her social secretaries and all show up – everyone thinks nothing of it because they remember it always that way .. so you might not want to send your children there. But I can not say for sure .. it seems now like it was an advance degree in something valuable .. the versions of her that were .. are Catholic and the enSlavement and forced conversion and the development of 'The Father' Master aspect of my Triad would not have happened .. given my stated pertinacity in fitting-in and conforming to a Merit Based system, but having that ruthless and focused ability to Own the World (or any part in it when needed) – of functionally unlimited power and efficiency, of Clarity of Mind, .. is handy to have – especially while being the Lamb and walking directly into the Jaws of Death and Horror.)
Ken was caught off campus .. smoking pot if I recall – without having signed-out.
And it might have been a second offense of that level – with is far from minor, an expel-able offense and that was definitely on the table .. in fact most of that evening Chris and I argued the possibility of the 4 week suspension - I had once a one week once for being caught trying to sneak a women into my dorm room and it was only my foolishnes and guilty manor and actions that required the Adult of Authority to file it, And once for nearly drinking my self to death at a grain-alcohol party in the woods, almost was expelled for that! - so I knew that even that some by the book punishments were ridiculous and mercy was possible.
The long and short of it was Ken was not expelled, and he actually thanked me and telling me that someone there said that Chris and I, but mostly I were the reason he was able to stay .. although I would not have put it that way I am not a good judge of myself at times – at least back then as disordered as I was.
One key element was the clear level of dislike some in the group seem to have, and on further reflection I realize that most of the women were in fact chomping to throw him out (where about the girl up to dorm room everyone was fine dismissing her roll and focusing on me .. which had merit in that I had been there a year and she entered the class that year, but on reflection ..)
And in this is a second reason to be cautious of any place you send your children and young adults to - that have any women in power positions, even 2 generations ago!
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I spent some time this morning trying to remember Ken better and why he was so disliked.
Manhood.
He had became a man long before most of us.
A young and foolish man – of course but we mostly are when young.
And he displayed a casual competency and focus at times that put even the adults to shame – and retreated into drug use and other bad behavior because he was not challenged there – not only in sports, but likely in academics – although some of this I do not know because we almost never overlapped socially, but I think it is safe to say given what small exposure I had.
A different me – one not exposed and worked beside better men then me – might have resented him, like the women – doubly so as had I put him responsible for Bill's internal Rage expressed – a rage no doubt fueled by a similar mother tyrant and [forced functional] fatherlessness – likely a father who married a women who controlled the wealth and abused & controlled entire family through, unlike my version who used State empowered separation and removal of most my Father loved and depended on spiritually.
.. but Bill's mother and situation is one I only speculate of from 2 degrees of freedom removed, only to add that such would 'Fit' .. as also a huge number of others probably would.
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Recall this – all this – is a passing through and consideration in my Meditation, yet I felt compelled to record it, and I am not sure why – I hope not in-part of Apologetics for either Ken or Bill, .. perhaps the mother of my never born daughter .. besides myself as I note that it could have been a major factor in her deciding to keep her baby we might have started earlier that evening, the sudden violent assault the slightly drunk and pretty high version of me delivered to a young man I though I would have said respected, but was repressing great rage which was hidden from even me.
I later over reacted while mentally 'altered' at a friend and would have killed him had not I been warned by a voice – Eve playing the Holy Mary roll – smash his head '3 more times and ETERNITY' .. and the frightening thing is that perhaps one version went on counting them down laughing .. this version of me stopped long enough to notice that I Heard a Woman's Voice, that my MechWarrier HUD was no longer there before me, that I had gone far beyond Just response and was only expressing my own 'of the world' internal rage .. God Bless Her.
I stopped drinking and partying with others after that, at least not to that degree. It changed my University experience in small ways – no doubt larger in some.
Kept my closeness to others at a distance - I correctly accessed myself as Dangerous – doubly so because I could not figure-out what was wrong with me, and no one could I ever trust to discuss this with because I was ashamed (because of the reflection to womanhood and motherhood's roll it would expose, in part I realize. Dangerous and likely to be ignored and you labeled in ways that would focus a twisted perception onto you by others – like a Nazi-Tattoo that does not exist that every Witch points to and shames others into thinking it exists, until my every action and utterance is Framed with that in mind .. F-ing women – if enough other women told you the sky was yellow you would agree and eventually see it that way!)
And of course I was correct in not sharing this to anyone but a Priest (I was not Catholic at the time) because – as I found out later – the Witches have access to all the collected Surveillance by the Gov, including counseling records and will 'pass-them-around' and devise ways of attacking through them .. all while recruiting others who are unaware of the Satanic evil that is targeted .. concentrated from every corner – or they even might consider it a good thing because 'bad men' should be driven to suicide because all men are basically rapists, women beaters, .., and oppressors ..
.. and I was confused as to what was wrong because the Face of modern Womanhood is Horrible, Death and Hell and cheering of all our castrations, penis mutilation, lifelong suffering, poverty, .. – every waking minute – injected at the crib .. and supportive of such – and it is clear now that is the Face of Evil that I could only somehow sense and was physiologically unable to face, evil-Blinded as I was but is pretty Ugly even now, .. unspeakable although it will save many good men and boys, help many women and girls to understand that all the focus of the lies and manipulation is supported because women can sense this in the other women – in power – around them and deny it while like me unable to face it, confused because they do not realize the power of evil that has been put to the task of Possessing them, and us all.
Talking to a professional about such would have been as dangerous as answer 'Yes' to the question of if you ever felt that the TV was talking to you personally – never mind telling her that the women once on the TV told me (when a very young man) I should stop masturbating [at her(!) or generally?, I never got to ask as I was so shocked], ..
.. so Yes my local professional Witch, it has happened and I just as soon not be on your and evil-Zionist Witches Gov Radar for early torment and death, to be removed as someone the Holy has a connection too, to be labeled and tormented and likely drugged but the oh-so-well-meaning Howling Horrors that too many in such professions are .. I will pretend it did not happen and later when I can make sense of it .. it will be a nice thing to have .. because if they kill me off too early – how can I do what God want of me, what ever it is .. like Addressing the Catholic Church Satanic Takeover .. from before I was born – for example.
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Okay. That is plenty .. maybe too much.
May this be a Blessing to you, us all, and our Futures.
Some from yesterday – not much comment, but thy will have to do.
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Sort bit from a Dad with his web-cam over his garage., ..
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“Is Francis Bergoglio the WORST Pope in Catholic history?”
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.. this (I believe) is a clip from the longer video I linked to in his recent last video posted ..
( https://youtu.be/wTl75xtoFfU )
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The UN has long been packed full at Leadership Levels of evil-Zionist international Witch-Matriarchy family ruler's family-members, minions, and twisted Vagina-god Satan following baby-murdering, family & fatherhood & womanhood & .. & Western Society And Institutions destroying horrors., ..
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“United Nations is Blocking Pro-Life Groups from Official Proceedings | EWTN News Nightly”
by EWTN
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.. what do you think the Powerful Elites that hate us and our loved and want us all tortured-to-death and such are doing today?
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So far each interviewer brings out Better aspects of Douglas!
I am looking forward to watching more of this video .. as Malice has always pulled something interesting in his guests or from his Perspective up to now., ..
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"YOUR WELCOME" with Michael Malice #204: Douglas Murray”
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Too good! – another one from Matt., ..
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“Amazon Employees Are Traumatized By My Children’s Book | Ep. 939”
by Matt Walsh
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.. consider how effective this One Catholic is in reaching those that need to Repent and the others who are Victims of Massive Evil of this #GreatSatan Empire.
What can you do to try to be as or more effective – as a Service to God, Church, Man, ..?
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“Tim Pool’s Spooky Scary Billboard”
by The Podcast of the Lotus Eaters
https://www.bitchute.com/video/FZiYUGk0Ipk
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Tighten-up those VagFeelie-Belts!
It's Murder Hornets killing and eating the European Bees – and taking all they created .. and I sense he is going to make some kind of Immigration point coming., ..
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“INSOMNIA STREAM: WORMHOLES EDITION”
by Blackpilled
https://www.bitchute.com/video/0wkinx5daKEZ
https://odysee.com/@Blackpilled:b/wormholio:e
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.. I only got 8 minutes into this last night and I am hoping that later within it it has something that makes me (and-or you) laugh out loud or nearly pee-ourselves.
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May God have Mercy on us all.
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PS. Yesterday Noon Hour's Post – for continuity, ..
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228508853890653
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https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1508
Archived: https://archive.ph/mRg3o
https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1366094393462755337
https://gab.com/StevWork/posts/108205026335124025
Archived: https://archive.ph/WCuvk
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Most recent zipped Full Facebook Account (till 31March2022); posts, comments, images, and more ..
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Most videos and Images from Index Number 1495,..
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/937uky4z991q6x4/AAC_H6qKNzerZTQSlA_Ek-W5a
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Links to this and other related:
https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1509
Archived: https://archive.ph/7OW6F [Updated]
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228514505111930
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https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1366455583430938632
https://gab.com/StevWork/posts/108210625499297194
Archived: https://archive.ph/Sh8Ur
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https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228537156918211
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DropBox: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ie0cvflmpa6t0v3/Facebook%20Multiverse%20Journal%20-%20Index%20Number%201513%20%2C%20May%202nd%2C%202022%2C%20Monday%20Morning.pdf
https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1513
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DropBox: https://www.dropbox.com/s/lv9pstefeht1wpj/Multiverse%20Journal%20-%20Index%20Number%201513%20%2C%20May%202nd%2C%202022%2C%20Monday%20Morning.pdf
https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1367851023032389640
https://gab.com/StevWork/posts/108232378307063081
Archived: https://archive.ph/kEk8S
May 2nd, 2022
Index Number 1513:
Referenced Here:
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228520485301431
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https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1510
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https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1366785401066360840
https://gab.com/StevWork/posts/108215802499422520
Archived: https://archive.ph/2ANcx
April 29th, 2022
Index Number 1510: