Multiverse Journal - Index Number 1485:, April 6th, 2022, Wednesday Morning
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April 6th, 2022
Good Wednesday Morning,
May the Spirit of the Gospel and the Holy Word be Always in our Minds, on our Tongues, and in our Hearts.
All Saints, Pray for us!
Index Number 1485:
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This morning's prayers touched on the Satanic Castration of our Spirit from our consciousness.
An example of the sense of what I am trying to describe – a personal example of the disOrdering of Appetite from Self. In High School I Wrestled as a sport and we all weighed ourselves at least once a day so I always knew my weight – I wrestled in the 165 lb. Class and usually was a few pounds under that.
I got injured – my ankle was wrenched around to the tearing of much of what was connecting it to the joint – a very serious injury – and at first the hospital put only a small cast which went above ankle a little, and in a short time on my complaints of continued pain they xrayed more of the leg and found the small of the two bones that extend from the ankle to the knee snapped (and the continuous ligament holding the two together torn) and so got a full length cast, Plaster.
I never weighted the cast by it self and did not think to go weigh myself as I was clearly not Wrestling again that season. I did not realize that I had been 'hooked' on the regular endorphins I was getting each day through HS – and in summer by physically working and such – that I went into a major depression, and did not understand what was happening – being a fairly new adult man with never a problem like that before .. so I basically stopped eating. Did not even think about it – I was not hungry so I stopped going to meals.
It was only when I noticed that my cast was extremely loose – and had pain do to it – that I even considered I was loosing weight – so I made an effort went down to the gym building and found I was 15-20 lbs under my normal weight – with the full length plaster cast. I estimated it likely weighted not less then 6 lbs and likely much more ...
I realize this was literally a health problem that if I did not manage it then .. well, death was an outcome in the extreme – as people with eating disorders can cause .. but clearly way before that there is a host of sicknesses and such because the entire human body is in a constant Stress situation.
So – I started to force myself to eat. At regular times. I did not want too, but I had too.
.. my apatite has been disordered since that point. I got so 'distant' from it that unless I am seriously hungry – such as working physically all day – it is relatively easy to not notice the smaller nudges.
This is different then the pleasure of the experience, an emotional aspects dominates at time (Comfort, Fear, ...)
.. The taste and such – which returned, and so I have to intellectually manage my weight – I feel forever distant from the simple natural system I once had.
The two are separate by an Masking or distortion that is more greatly influenced by other factors then a clear need for energy. Perhaps this would have happened as I got older – I understand the very old often suffer from this .. and likely it is something that happens to some degree as we age. I happen to have this situation which made it a good example and something that provides a Standard to judge of Physical-Spiritual connection, a sense of abnormal.
Disordered appetite. A too common problem – leading to our general obesity health crisis – which can be viewed as a range or amplification of my internal disOrder.
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This pattern I have seen in the emotional .. raised by someone who was a Tyrant (to herself also) and so was indoctrinated that there were 'Good' and 'Bad' feelings.
.. This twisting – control level is clearly unnatural and nothing to do with reactions, the every existence of Anger or such – regardless of the justice or reasonableness – was Bad.
Satan has injected this into much of Christianity, BTW. A twisted aspect of the 'turn the other cheek' – which has multiple meanings BTW, but Never means you must be Numb to such, especially in it's injustice.
.. Another meaning few realize is – as I understand it – the first slap is the backhand you may give to a Class lower then you – a servant or slave – if you offer the other cheek the full slap will result in getting the slap an Equal uses, and as many laws reflected raises your Status to the level you my respond as an Equal – wither that be to physically fight them, or to Challenge them to a Duel .. and let me tell you that the F-ing Horrors and inJustice today we are subject to by the average Cnt co-worker, manager, owner, .. Professional & Elite Class would have many such Just duels (to the death possible in the old-form) everyday in such a city as Burlington Vermont – the center of evil – near UVM!, and we would not see such inJustice .. or workplace shootings, for example, if we had a #TaserDueling.
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But I digress. My point is the typical Catholic and defiantly nearly everyone else is so Retarded and mal-Formed – intentionally (like the Apple verses Fig which disOrders the connection to key biblical passages example I recently mentioned), that active Castration of the Spirit, the Pureness of Life, is often started at crib and before ..
.. like the general secrete practice of mothers pinching infant boys penis' when changing diapers to 'train them' not to pee then, which is often the response to the situation of genital freedom and temperature changes. The Freedom and normal response is a cause of pain – and that not even touching on the vile females attitude that sexual mutilation is somehow within their 'Rights'.
That attitude has expanded – the legal murder of babies [and special status to ignore or cover the murder of born babies] which is widely institutionalize - of bother sexes, but the horrible Soul-Rotting effects is seen likely every time people get together, and especially when women have power – which they always do in all societies – even Islam which has widely ridiculous financial responsibilities falling AWAY from the female, and often on the least able to pay) ..
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Gynocentrism ..
(Warning – an Evil-Zionist funded definition following, along with their control of words recognized by system of spell-checkers), ..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gynocentrism
Latest Archived: https://archive.ph/zmrm4
Oldest Archived: https://archive.ph/qJHs0
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.. and this entire aspect speaks to the disOrdering of society and women' value system of males – clearly – and spreading to it's disOrdring of Humanity ..when Just Crimes only women do are allowed and accepted (such a parental fraud, False Accusations, secrete coordination of social and life destruction of males – and rarely females .. rarely because females understand that most women are vile vicious lying slimy Manipulating horrors and Bend to their regular Evil – if not learn to actively support it.)
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So this kind of Satanically motivate disOrdering and Castration has become institutionalize – Gov, Schools, .. much of the Professional Classes and everywhere women have power has been turned into a howling-evil horror place, with nothing to prevent and little to restrain it because people are twisted from the crib, evil-Blinded to ignore more female evils and (maybe because) hyper-punish males – transferring most if not all blame to them when it is a conflict – the divorce and family destruction source is a very good example of this – 80+ percent of them initiated by the wife, and over half report it is because they are 'unhappy' and the evil-Fed has designed laws and reimbursement to State - greatly favor giving the children to the least stable F-ing back-stabling lying slimy Delusional-psycho Brain-twisting abusive murders .. that pass for the average Modern Western Woman these days.
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I have given a few examples of this active Castration of Spirit for our souls – not mentioned is the Warped and Satanic [now Female dominated] 'Professional Level' active disOrdering of Sexuality in general - the injection of Demonic Oppression and Repression, and the clear indication of a system of evil, ..
.. the constant – especially recent – lies by our Professional Media is a Castration of Truth from our lives, the Censorship is part of that – including the destruction of those that are effective.
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It is hard to even watch to try to get some news that is not ANOTHER attempt to involve us in a war for evil-Zionist Satanic Horrors in control .. or their intentional other Sickness, Poverty, .., Suffering and Death inducing drives – those and attention wasting 'distractions' pretty much defines the media, does it not .. and the Average Retard wonders why this might seem like a Treat to allow in or near a Nation who is still suffering from the results of the same horrors – from the same evil-Zionist international Witch family rulers created Soviet Union system.
.. and those of us who understand Wonder Openly if Nuke Death for at levels at least of those of the legal abortions world-wide would not be an intolerable price .. it seems like those in Power would risk such instead of agreeing publicly that the Vile and Warring NATO moving into Ukraine was 'off-the-table' but lie about it's possibility – that and to stop the targeted murder of State towards it's minority Russians – the Advancement of evil-Zionist Satanic Goals was worth-it .. like the corpDragons – of Gov that pretend their Goal is Greed, or Tax-Abusing suppression, unJust laws and enforcement suppression of population, and such.
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Feel free to try to remember what it was life to have genuine feelings before you became totally Demonically Oppressed and manipulated .. if you can recall that far back – the older people can likely to some degree .. the days in the early 1960's when the Church was still not openly Satanic Controlled, and womanhood was not widely a Curse on all aspects of life & Society, and Men & children were valued.
A smaller number of videos linked and commented on in this post – I have been trying to finish-up the videos I recently posted and knew were good from what I saw .. the Peterson one about Free Speech physiological and communication video was very good, even as I had heard most of his views related – piecemeal already. .. and as regular readers should know – Censorship is a Crime against us all, the Future and [Holy] Human Dignity – against God.
.. If one believes Killing in response to Evil is Just – [repeated] active Censorship and Lies could Justly be considered a reason for Killing – a response that as indicated above, could be considered to be in proper proportion to the life-long Suffering, Confusion, Pain War, Death, Horror, .., Suicide, Damnation - it usually causes.
And I have been in Reflection on the issue of Capital Punishment – in relation to my Model, and personal experiences with deaths .. specifically if even unJustly applied – if such does not Serve God, and if applied to only the #10Commandment immediately connected would it be much better then the Satanic Designed and Controlled system we have now.
.. basically – a local quick [Fair] trial where the female testimony is given the Piss-Level value it deserves and can be measured, as with many males who's history taken into account (#PublicDataBase) - and a Stoning to Death, and especially that businesses and corporations and [most] gov looses Immunity, and owners and everyone connected get Stones – or whatever – for the clear evil the design and implement.
Consider it - if not too Demonically Oppressed, Possessed, and-or evil-blinded – are too Retarded and evil-Programmed.
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May this be a Blessing to you, and us all.
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A song I have liked since before High School.
.. the 'Lord of Rings' (or those which could be) versions of their songs were always pleasing to me.
The fanciful wistful nature of them Moves me a little out of this #CntHell Reality I am Entangled with.
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“Going to California (Remaster)”
by Led Zeppelin
https://youtu.be/PDIz4talyQk
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About why God allows this – the evil to advance so much ..
I suggest that you can not know the Heart of a Predator until you submit to them, until they have complete power over you, and give them a chance to be Merciful and Just, or such, and through there Fruits (Evil or Good) God may Shape the Hosting needed – the Purgatory – that would most Mercifully and Justly Fix them – to isolate the sub-souls that are the Darkest, and all along the way versions of them will Host and watch those versions of themselfs abusing and torturing Them – through us .. and so come to Hate that part of themselves and eventually start actively influence through what Hosting Freedom the Master allows – Knowing their Heart and Intentions, and through their own insights and increasing self-awareness, and Purgatory Suffering (all our Sufferings) be motivated.
.. and come to Love, really Love those of us who are good and trying to be Good. And the Peace and Wonder of the unborn who's Parents Love them and are excited, and eventually want nothing but to increase such Holy Human Beauty – and Want ALL they Host, no matter how abusive and evil to Be that, to end the horror enSlavement to whatever is driving them, that Satan is using to Control them.
The Best Predictor is the Lamb .. that is the Lion.
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“Nothing New Under The Sun”
by roypotterqa
https://odysee.com/@RoystonPotter:b/nothing-new-under-the-sun:15
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Excellent! (in general – have not finished it yet)
.. I hope Viganò stays healthy - but I am sure God is Smiling on him.
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“Viganò asks Is Benedict XVI still Pope? Investigate his abdication and election of Francis”
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Obviously Zelensky is an evil-Zionist Agent who's Masters want War.
What – in Burning Hell – else do you need to know to Understand the real evil?
If this is confusing to you, know that your speaking on this – or action in anyway – is deadly dangerous, and risks all our lives, as the evil-Zionist are fine doing because they would rather we all dead then them not getting their way.
Those who pull the strings of all these Minions and Agents are responsible for our World of Sufferings, not less then 80% of the total, and if you continue to support them knowing this – why should your Cursed Breathing – until you Repent - not end?, ..
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“Proof: Zelensky REJECTED Peace With Russia”
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.. the issue I have with Russia is why they allowed the years of murder of the Russians after the Zionist directed Coup, of some 12,000 to 14,000 of Russian-Ukrainians murdered by their State - since the Coup?
Russia kept bringing it up in talks and such, but if your friends and extended families were being murdered for so long, why did they not do this Measured Righteous Action a long time ago? (If war is ever Justified, this situation – the Real situation must be very close if not it.
The forces that have been behind that Murdering of those are the same ones that allow the inJustice of baby-murdering, and child-taking, and so much more evil.
.. as a person who has not doubt I would attack a bear with what tooth and claw I have who was dragging away my child have no problem being relieved if everyone who empower such died – if that was the only way to stop them – and such with the baby murder – and this extends into those who active campaign for such groups .. it is time – wall past time – to realize such evil is only tolerated by God and Others, and it Risks Judgment and Death to continue to have and support such actively.
If tomorrow morning the first wave of those more Profiting and motivated by such were all hanging dead in fount of their homes, and the next day the next worse group .. until maybe you and those in your family, the rest of us would be Sad that those who had the clear warning did not Repent, but most would understand that your were soul-Sicken Horrors and Demonically controlled – and unwilling to Try Too stop doing the evil that you Profit from.
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What will you say when the noose is being put around your neck and you Stand before God for such active evil, having been repeatable warned – along with those who Censor such warnings for reasons to have you continue the evil?
.. many people may reasonably look forward to that day for you, and will be Sad but Celebratory Relieved you and the horror most older women in your family are Gone.
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About evil near every one of us.
What Sin is your Masters that these people can do this and your still Cheer the torturing to death of babies., ..
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“D.C. Authorities REFUSE to Autopsy Recovered Bodies of These Aborted Babies”
by Matt Walsh
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In this video you can answer the question of if Glasses – the correct type for the person – can be sexy.
And I have heard Andrew Klavan make sense more often then not – so that might be interesting, .. also.
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“Silencing Free Speech and BLM's $6 Million Mansion, with Andrew Klavan | The Megyn Kelly Show”
by Megyn Kelly
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.. and this has not anything to do with sexy glasses!, ..
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“Smoke from a Distant Fire”
by Sanford-Townsend Band - Topic
https://youtu.be/QlczHHBqRFI
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May God have Mercy on us all.
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PS. Yesterday Morning's Posts – for continuity, ..
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228390212244686
Archived: [Facebook Blocked, Censored]
https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1484
Archived: https://archive.ph/UJjlz
https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1358068561083371539
https://gab.com/StevWork/posts/108079538480766751
Archived: https://archive.ph/OBO42
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Most recent zipped Full Facebook Account (till 31March2022); posts, comments, images, and more ..
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Links to this and other related:
https://stevenwork.substack.com/p/multiverse-journal-index-number-1485
Archived: https://archive.ph/yzHj4
https://www.facebook.com/Steven.Work/posts/10228396072271183
Archived: [Facebook Blocked, Censored]