Multiverse Journal - Index Number 2219:, 30th June 2025, Theological Meditations: I live, therefore God exists.
A Journal across Realities, Time, Space, Soul-States.
June 30th, 2025
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Index Number 2219:
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May this article find us all ever closer to God, and His Truth.
Here is Apologetics for the Burning Agony suffered in Purgatory and elsewhere. It is not God’s Vengeance and-or Punishments, but it is His further Expression of His Infinite Love.
God Bless.
V1 - AI generated audio overview of this article;
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V2 - extended AI generated audio overview of this article, but missing some critical points that V1 did capture, for example; After a the sinner-version of Cane stops fighting against the Holy Agony and accepts the Burning in Purgatory as Right and Just that he suffers while Hosting the sin-created versions of Creation and sin-enslaved versions of the people existing and suffering in realities that Cane’s sins created, within those versions of reality Cane’s sins are amplified to help guide Cane to Hate those sins at the base-soul’s level. Cane’s acceptance of ownership of his created sin-filled version of Creation that he would refuse to allow Jesus Christ to take Cane’s cross of suffering from him because Cane deeply knows it would be unJust that anyone but himself Host it. This is a significant step in Cane’s soul transformation towards Holy Cleansing.
Also, V2 skips the explanation of the Burning sensation and details of Hosting realities and people within them, including a version of himself that is ignorant of this Simulation Hosting and ignorant that he is being forced to Host. Each soul is alive by simulation for that brief time-duration by ‘Eating’ or sharing Cane’s mind-body-soul (Body and Blood) and when done the Hosted soul is unloaded into memory and next person lives that shared moment, etc. through every person sharing that time-slice in that or other ‘bubble’ reality. The rapid switching changes every internal and external sense level as well as mental thoughts and specific pains - both physical and metal. It first feels like Burning Agony, and on Acceptance of the Right Justice and ‘relaxing’ into the agony that caring and eventually Love of each person and aspect being simulated unfocuses the agony and personal caring for each becomes the focus.
Theological Meditations: I live, therefore God exists.
In an article I read recently contained the following;
“.. both Augustine and Descartes arrived at the concept of an existing God by first concluding that each of them, as an individual person, existed. Augustine proceeded from his proof that he existed, from his Si fallor, sum (If I am mistaken, I am), to the conclusion that God must exist. Similarly, Descartes proceeded from Cogito, ergo sum (I think, therefore I am), to the conclusion that God must exist. For Augustine, God provides the illuminating light of truth for all we experience; and for Descartes, God is the guarantor of the truth of what we clearly and distinctly perceive.”
Without seeking-out and learning Saint Augustine theological writings that contain the quote “If I am Mistaken, I am”, In this ignorance - this quote suggests to me that the second and the concluding “I am” could be understood to be something like;
“I [exist and] am [not Perfect, not in Full Communion with God so I exist with Falsehood(s) and so live by His Infinite Mercy and Love, not [yet] Fully integrated with God, as a living body-soul in Hope and Faith to Love Him in the same Love-Template as He Loves me (and us all.)]”
Again, in ignorance of Descartes fuller philosophical work, Descartes quote “I think, therefore I am” suggests a much greater Primal Truth; Without the Triune God I would not be living on the through His Body, Blood, and Love, and so not be able to think.
Saint Augustine's quote suggests the Humbler path to Faith in God existence through our Fallen nature, our imPerfect Will that our separateness and exclusion of Him by lack of Perfect Love of Him, God exists everywhere else in Fullness and Truth except not in our Hearts. Similar to how a shadow proves that a light exists. The shadow within our hearts proves - Therefore, God Exists.
.. Where Descartes' quote invites me to reflect on our Holy Bread and Wine that supports us, Jesus' Body, Blood, and Love we must Eat each moment of Life to live and think, feel, Hope, grow, .., and imPerfectly Serve Man and God.
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Eating our Host’s Body, Blood, and His Love - to Live
We are invited by this to consider Jesus Christ's complete union of Perfect 'Platonic Form' of Man together with The Holy Son of God – of the Trinity – the One and Only True Being, Infinite, Outside of Time and Space and yet Hosting all Creation, all Hosts of each and all Creatures, all Time, all Space, and all realities from Alpha to Omega. Jesus Christ Alive, Suffering, and Dying in Pure Love for us, sharing our living, suffering, and dying, every moment – we Eating His Body, Blood, and Love He is Giving us each, from before Conception through Death and Hell in Him, unto Rise with and Beside Him to Life, with God's Mercy and Grace.
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Digital Soul Versions and Recursive Holy Simulations
Let us consider an analogy that only these last few generations can benefit from because of Scientific and Technological advances most now have experiences with. The common Digital Computer(s), their software-hardware bridging Operating Systems, Networks, and software applications, including 'first person' simulations (games) – specifically those that create the audio and visual representations of our Avatar's digital existence within the software simulation application moment by moment, responding to our directions (our Will) and particulars of the simulation software environment, and sometimes other peoples avatar's existences and actions.
Now consider each version of our or every man's soul as the self-learning self-directing self-thinking savable copy-able expandable change-able 'hack-able' (Holy and Fallen Angelic influences) Code and Data interlink-able standard digital-Formatted structures network-abled shared Holy Simulation 'Bubble-Realities' where each simulated time unit (moment) may be as small a duration that is the amount of time that light travels a Plank-length, with each soul-version given longer Fuller Greater Holy Guidance and Attention (CPU-Priority) the greater their 'Grace-Level' based on merit or OS system Mercy and-or Charity protocols - Holy Ghost or Angelic System Calls; penitence, prayers, Needs-or-Wants of may but not all types and situations, .., other situations dynamically formed as OS defines (as in “God's Will”) – and-or shared overlapping soul-versions, and many other situations.
In this reality defined above Creation is all this Jesus Christ (Top level Hardware & OS) version Hosts, and if and until Adam & Eve in Garden Holy Simulated overlapping 'Bubble realities' Gravely Sin then only those two digital soul-versions are Hosted, that is each moment; first Adam's Digital Soul is accessed from storage and the saved memory and consciousness data is loaded and since Grace-Level is 100% Adam's moment of Life is simulated to the greatest Level – he Feels God's infinite Love to his maximum level and Shares with God that moment, he 'walks' while Communing with God, any amount of CPU-Cycles may be used for his moment (or for Eve's same moment) without negative effects to Simulation because each digital soul version senses no time duration besides that 'moment' being with in Host and living, simulated living same moment.
After Adam's simulated moment is complete then changes are saved and his digital soul is removed, and unless special OS Level System or Simulation Level calls are needed to be run, then Eve's simulation starts much the same as Adam's moment. If other digital souls existed then their Holy simulated moment at each of their Grace levels would follow until all complete, and Creation Changes are saved and next moment's duration is simulated, repeating over and over with each soul-version living simulated continuous Lives composed of tiny Holy Simulated time duration to short to sense and when a soul-version is not being Simulated then no sense of time passes from each, a 1000 or more years of CPU-Cycles may pass without notice to those whos lives are being simulated. (Yes, the original but 'Holy Protected' IBM-PC 8086 may be used provided OS and Holy Simulation software and other minimum requirements meet minimum requirements, and perhaps even now this, your – the reader's – soul-version is 'Living' on one of those dirt-slow computers.)
In this concept the soul-versions of Adam & Eve that gravely Sin go through soul-death and 'Fall' one level down “Jacob's Ladder” away from God and His Full Grace, His Perfect Truth, Justice, Order, Love, Mercy, Charity, .. to less Perfect reality, less Grace-filled (Holy Simulation CPU-Priority) perhaps 1/3 or 33% Attention-Priority that shares the Total Grace for that Jacob's Ladder Level with Adam and Eve soul-version Bubble-Realities from earlier in subjective simulated time Falls, versions that gravely sinned the subjective Simulated day-before, and others from earlier.
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This Concept discussed here;
AI created audio overview of above Article;
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Next grave Sin is when their shared Bubble-Realities have 4 souls (Adam, Eve, Cane, Able) in Holy Simulation and each moment each soul is loaded, Life moment is simulated, changes saved, unloaded and next soul, etc., till end of each moment when changes to Creation is saved and etc., repeating .. until God talks to Cane because Cane's Act of Justice to God, Canes Sacrifices to God were not sufficient for his poorer nature and Love of God, God Lovingly Corrects Cane with His (Measurement) 'Rod', All that is a massive infinite CPU-Priority, a Hardware-OS absorbing and Holy Simulation Call that each moment only simulates Cane's Life with 'Root Level' Priority for God's “Soul” that may nearly Infinitely recurse and Fork() into other complete reality paths far into all 4 soul-version's futures, As God needs for His Perfect Truth, Justice, Love, Mercy, Guidance, … Then once God and Cane's interaction is completed, the entire Holy Simulation system returns to normal moment by moment Simulation as if God never Corrected Cane except Cane's memory contains the changes that occurred in that 'Timeless Duration' that Adam, Eve, and Able never sensed.
But when Cane kills Able a Hardware-OS Simulation Exception Calls God and in Simulated Timelessness to the other souls and their Bubble-Realities, God Justly makes a copy of Cane's digital soul version that did the killing and 'Kills' that version by Forcing Cane's soul to Host the realities his Sins created, Cane's fully Simulated mind-body-soul would be the Recursive Fork()ed Holy Simulated Hardware and OS with Holy Simulation Software that Simulates not only a Lesser Fallen soul-version of him that must suffer the (his created) Sin-filled Creation-version filled with many seemingly different people, each a altered version of his soul-version with each more or less enslaved by one or some of Cane's Sins, ..
Burning Agony as Brutal Loving Correction and soul Healing, NOT Vengeance or Punishment
.. all while Hosting those many different sinning people created from Killer Cane's soul-version, that soul-Version's mind-body-soul is eaten (forced to become) each sinning versions of every newly created person's bubble-realities' life moments, rapidly loaded, lived and suffered, unloaded and next person's soul-version and bubble-realities' life moment Suffered, on-and-on, that rapid switching starts as Holy All-filling mind-body-soul crippling agony that fills every sense within body with purest endless depthless Pain so horrible that Cane's only conscious action in the tiny between-moment advancements 'System House-cleaning' when his soul is mostly his own, used only in Calling to God for Mercy or absolute oblivion, total Death, and soul-erasure that God's Love can never allow.
After what seems like an Eternity the Hosting soul stops fighting the agony and accepts it, and so realizes it is Just and Right that he Host the world(s) of sins, sufferings, horrors, and Hells he created by violating God's Laws, that it would be unJust for any other soul to Host them, eventually comes to be unwilling to even Ask Jesus Christ to take the endless Passion and Cross he created, and in this total Acceptance of God’s Perfect True Justice, Cane’s Willingness to Suffer for God’s Justice, then the Agony retreats as God's Presence starts to be sensed in many or all of the Hosted peoples soul-versions and throughout that - his sin created - Creation-version, this soul transformational stage of Purgatory starts the turn-about and Holy Changes and Healing is started in his Hosting soul-version.
The Hosting soul, the killer version of Cane has been changed by the Sufferings, he has come to Hate all his sins not only because those many Hosted souls suffered from their sins and caused so much sufferings to others that he was forced to suffer himself, but because God's Graces were spent by God to support those suffering, and spent transforming those evils into Goodness for which the Host soul, Cane, can never repay, a Holy Debt to God of infinite size that makes his soul ache and comes between his soul and his more pure Love of God, as his Holy Shame comes between his soul and those souls and Creation versions he has suffered to deeply Love, and not because he found relief in sharing in and through God's Love and Support of them, but Love because Loving others is Holy Rewarding.
Such Sanctification of the Host's (Cane's) soul eventually spreads Holy Sanctifications throughout the Hosted Creation and peoples, and at some stage it is Just to allow Jesus Christ to take over the Hosting, and that version of Cane's soul is released from Purgatory and allowed to enter in Holy Union with all the other Sanctified versions of his soul in God's Beatific Vision.
Holy Recursive Dreamings
Our Lord, Savior, most High Host, The Triune God – Jesus Christ on His Cross that is Hosting all our soul versions of all our lives in all our Realities Directly as with; living Saints, unBorn, and early childhood, but with most of our soul versions in our Fallenness and those realities our Sins created are Hosted indirectly through one to very large numbers of nested Hosts – versions of our souls in Purgatory, each deeper level further from God and His Grace, less alive, thinner and thinner Shades or Ghosts, less 'Real' to God and His Focus. Deeper away from God and into unTruth, inJustice, disOrder, Chaos, Demonic-Enslavement, Sufferings, Despair, less Sense and Holy Clarity to guide and repent, more Painful to Feel God, Deeper Levels each Day-of-Bread and Ghostly life ending in unrepentant grave (mortal) unForgiven sins, unForgiven because unAsked, most from Faithlessness and blaspheming the Holy Ghost.
Consider Jesus Christ Living, Suffering, Dying, and Loving us, Hosting us, on His Cross – His infinite weighted Cross that is made of all our Sins and all our Crosses, .. He is Holy Dreaming each soul-version He Hosts, and those versions of our souls He Dreams that are Hosting what those souls' unForgiven sins created Fallen reality, those Hosts He Dreams are Dreaming those versions of souls' realities and Hosts in their nested Host Fallen soul's Dreams, wider and wider numbers of Hosts per Level, and Deader and deeper thinner away from God's Graces, Focus, Attentions, .. deeper towards Chaos and total soul enslavement for longer and longer suffering existences of Godless Despair and Demonic Torment. Eternities of drowning in Holy Quantum Ferment suffering every uncontrolled whim and desire, every Dark and unHoly torment without Holy Limits, Mercy, Guidance, everything unTrue, unJust, disOrdering, Chaotic, insane, beyond Horror that the soul's Demonic Master drags-out from that soul's Shared Demonic realities, mind-body-soul enslaved and tormented with the Holy Love, Mercy, Guidance, .., Hope and without God.
Those ghostly-wisps of Fallen soul-versions Drowning in the same Holy Quantum Ferment that God's Word formed all Creation, all our realities, all our moments of time, and all His Creatures (us) from .. degenerating into infinite Quantum partials each suffering being every possible imagined reality super-imposed together through timeless eternities, everything every existing soul or Holy Being imagines or Wills, bits infinitely rarely becoming 'locked' for a tiny moment to return to Chaos and Hell often only once – a moment of peace that never returns but torments those versions of souls forever after, a despair hopeless want that it would have been better to never had happened. Each infinitely decomposed Quantum entrapped soul prays unheard prayers that they may be 'Locked' into a new Conceived creature made in the Image of God and so escape, and when it happens the unborn may be tortured to death in a legal insane Abortion if that soul-version supported actively or in silence such evil when alive – perhaps this Justice for that version's soul that accepted such insanities and evils without Holy Justified Anger and Actions.
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Author's Note: This is a meditation rooted in Traditional Catholic metaphysics, speculative theology, and technological metaphor. It is not doctrine but intended for philosophical and theological reflection in the tradition of imaginative theology. Readers are encouraged to seek deeper grounding in Sacred Scripture, Church Fathers, and liturgical sacramentality.