Multiverse Journal - Index Number 2217:, 15th June 2025, Holy Memories, Memories that do not fit in this Soul Path
A Journal across Realities, Time, Space, Soul-States.
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June 15th, 2025
Good Sunday,
May the Spirit of the Gospel and the Holy Word be Always on our Tongues, in our Hearts, Minds, and in our Hands.
Holy Virgin Mother Mary and All Saints - Pray for us!
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Index Number 2217:
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May this article find us all ever closer to God, and His Truth.
In this article I introduce a version I call Holy Memories and hope to communicate some of the supernatural events that have been made accessible to me, and try to explain how I understand them and to place them in some way that does not conflict with Traditional Catholic Theologies, Doctrines, and Divine Teaching such as recorded in the Gospel, and the rest of the Holy Bible.
Most likely what seems to be Heretical at first readings may be argued that it is not when placed in different possible contexts such as I have argued well in some of my writings such as my proposed Jacob’s Ladder Cosmology of the Gospels here;
I expect these to fail in significant ways to most readers, at least until a wide and deep enough Theology can be presented.
I present some theology as only possible and not as any kind of perfected Holy provided except that aspects may be Holy Ghost Inspired, but understand that this is part of a struggle to Fit what I have experienced into some more full understanding(s).
With this inadequate introduction, I will Pray this is a Blessing to you, and us all.
Holy Memories: Memories that do not fit in this Soul Path
In my recent Holy Experience near a decade ago that stripped my Family Demon from me that had assistant in preventing my Understanding, my abilities to interrogate certain events, my Clarity, my Memories of Holy and worldly, and other mental faculties such as intellect, all that would have forced me to realize something I did not want to know, that I was too weak to face, a life-crippling betrayal and psychological abuse from her that birthed me, and so many others of her sex that lied in silence when I or any man; father, friend, or professional would and could not stay silent because it would have been against our raised virtue Standard that we judged ourselves by and society judges us, and how fathers and other men showed in intent and deed – at least as I was raised and when sanity existed and expected in personal and society's interactions and expected.
Short tangent about the loss of Sanity, Virtue, and Trust; As an older boy in the early 1970s a state of sanity and a general universal trust of basic virtues existed. At university in mid-to-late 1980s this state was gone and it took me to long to contentiously realize this fact, despite being harmed over and over because of it. I do understand that it had been part of a transformation which started before my birth and only when exponential after womanhood became both Sickened and Hyper-empowered is society, a rejection of basic sanity and virtue that valued Truth, Justice, Good Order, prudence, courage, and others that the white Christian West blessed the world with, and that men and older raise women enforced and expected, lost in a silent and not so silent coordinated gaslighting, history re-writing, rejection of sanity and manhood standards for female-supremacy and silent Matriarchy. After the legal acceptance and social practice of the clearly insane, of mothers hiring murders dressed as medical professionals to torture to death our unborn babies silently screaming on whim, destruction of fatherhood, generations of us raised from crib and forced to accept that and other insanity as normal or even praiseworthy.
The realization I subconsciously fought to understand, the betrayal of my mother, other older women in my family, professionals with duty and contractual obligations, media, governments from local to UN, all significant institutions, and in between was then constant Witch-Spell from crib that as a male and then men, I and all others were privileged and powerful – not from sanity, virtues, merit, right-thinking, endless successes, .., not earned in a compatibly hierarchy but from oppression and inJustice towards others, we were all like the worst of the most powerful men that are well known, or violent rapey takers when we can be, and only gov, police, courts keep us from doing all those and more. A very female form of evil, an system of unJust, false-witness, based reputational destruction that [fatherless] children from crib were and are raised with, and that surround us always.
And the reverse false-witness glorification of womanhood reputation from crib. Where male and eventually men should not be trusted, should be feared and punished for always being internally rotten and bad, women were never those things and when they were it was excusable because of men and our system where men had power is society and caused women to act badly as their only path. Most [fatherless] children are exposed to this from crib where a faultless mother did even bad things that we could not address because then we must not love her, and it was always for us children, and such continued so we helpless to understand when we are abused by women that the cause was not us, or that it was an accident and unintended .. she and all society sowed the seeds of constant failure, confusion, suffering, and early death in a loveless life of helplessness to abuse, sowed before we left home .. a betrayal that few could face after so much suffering and failure, better dead then that Clarity most would and do embrace.
When the Holy Ghost stripped me of my family demon that fed on my sufferings at the point I realized a small part of the entire pattern, I had been trying to make sense of inconsistencies in the Feminism I was Poisoned with from a young age, researching on Web and after listening to a young lady talk about how she did not get something she though she deserved because of being a women – I suppose – and did not seem to have earned, and that was why she was a Feminist .. Like a lightning strike I realized that Feminist was an excuse for unearned profits of any form and an excuse to act without moral and virtues to advance, and it was always so, and .. when I realized that I had been emotional and intellectually crippled by my mother and so many others, poisoned, something I would have never done to others knowingly, I and most men I knew and [I assumed] many of women I had been close too.
It was a realization and pain that caused what is termed an Ego Death, and caused a kind of Reset. I was sitting at my desk and had been facing away as I struggled with the beginnings of the realization, and as I slowly curled into a fetal position I lowered myself to the floor.
Perhaps only I few seconds I was like that, it was not long, and it seemed I was being rebooted clear of that family demon and all the falseness and unclarity and other sicknesses that prevented me from understanding much of my life's sufferings. My Ego was being rebuilt rapidly and along with many things, courage to face it all – not only the evil done to me, but this Sickness throughout the world. The Sickness throughout the world forced me to know that my personal harms and failures to secede in my dreams or even in what should have been simple things, they and me were like a drop of urine in all the urine across the world.
The Truth of Satan was Understood, and so I must Accept fully the Truth of God as more active in my life and all other's lives, and we all were deeply involved in a Spiritual Battle without limits I could define. I sensed that I could accept back that family demon and 'forget' this and return to a kind of false innocence but with that Offer I realized that I had in my weakness in pass did that very thing for much less Truth, but this I would not because the Clarity forced me to Know that all of us were suffering from this, that my self-respect and my self-image that I knew could not let such a Poison harm others as it was doing to them and had done to me, where I would likely have weakly refused the Clarity as in the past when I believed it hurt only me, I could not repeat such weakness now I realize how it harms all peoples, and has been and will continue in future, .. and even if I fail in changing this future for all peoples or even only some or only me, I must try – that my entire life at this effort would be a small price I would willingly pay.
Following from this realization, this clear Goal with deep determination, The Lion made contact. I learned much later in Traditional Catholic Angelic Theology of the kind of communication that started then, but most simply is that I suddenly 'remembered' what was communicated to me moment by moment, as if it was always there but only re-remembered. Not a 'voice' but a sentence, an image, a concept as if I was systematically remembering something I always knew but had forgotten.
Even though all that, I refuse to assume the Source was Good but seemed likely as I realized that none of the Fallen Angels (Demons) that have been harming me ever made clear they existed like The Lion, an Openness and Simplicity that argued Truth, I decided I would proceed on-guard.
For Clarity I knew that The Lion was not Jesus Christ, nor did He claim any such thing. Later reflections and some research suggested that is may be The Lion mentioned in Saint John Testimony that is documented in the Book of Revelation (Apocalypse). The Lion that opens the sealed Scrolls, which seems to allign with what He did with and for me, setting my Goal off with good Order and basic Understandings of aspects that range from personal weakness and failures through to beyond worldly limits. I have since argue a much more complete and extended possible Understanding of What He is or at least Who He is and His roll in my and most everyone's or everyone's possible paths towards Salvation. Born of Adam and Eve, Failed God and His Natural Law in killing his brother in perhaps ways and reason unlikely to be suggested, and so was Killed by God in perhaps a way that happen to any and all that gravely sin, a version of his soul is forced to Host a world where his sins are widely suffered by most or all, a world that contained other people, people that were created based on aspects of him (and so we Apologize the change from a world where only Adam, Eve, Cane, and Able existed, to a world filled with others that Cane must suffer his Sins through them to come to Hate Sin and yet Love those sinners) not only in the worldly sense of suffering but in Hosting that world and all the people and a version of himself in the world God Justly and with a Brutal Love forces his Body, Mind, Soul, Blood to be 'eaten' for that world and all living things to exist, each person's moment of living exists using his 'Body and Blood', and if they are in pain, he is in pain, if they help others he feels that sacrifice and the source reasons as well as the relief of suffering and-or what results for those effected, it he being Hosted harms others that is felt by him the Host and the rapid switching to provide everyone a moment of life in initially felt a burning agony to the Host, Burning not only on outer surfaces but at every possible sense source as well as flashed of thought and motivations of others and many inconceivably horrible or alien, and after much agony and fighting against such a Judgment without rest or relief or hope of an eternity with anything else, acceptance and understanding that it is Just and Right that he is forced into that Hosting that world his sins created, that why should God (Jesus Christ) be expected to Host it, and so the fighting against it ends and then the Host starts to go through the Agony to start to follow each person's life in a greater intimacy then possible for anyone else including the person being Hosted, and after many many in between steps similar to that the Host comes to Love, to sense God's Love and Presence in each and all and within himself as Host, the Host Prays to God to assist and direct them towards Salvation or some betterment within self and others. This pattern is what I argue is Purgatory, and when those suffering to Host their sin created world(s) and all who are involved Love them each without regard of self, and other Holy Cleansing results, Jesus Accepts those Worlds and Hosts them, most often to the limited resistance and objection of the Host as too Merciful and too unJust to Him, releasing him from Purgatory to advance toward Sharing God and His Beatific Vision and to Serve Him as directed. For some brevity I skipped many significant parts and background arguments in this, I hope you understand.
For Cane, he was Transformed through Hosting all Sins and peoples from his killing of his brother until Jesus was conceived and as the human form, The Lion I argue was the template of the Human part that was joined with The Son of the Trinity to be Jesus Christ, Both God and Man. The Lion is the near Angelic form of creature that was once the sinner Cane and came to know and Hate all sins from personal sufferings, yet to Love everyone in a non-infinite manner but similar to Jesus Christ's Love of us all. Who else but such a Sanctified creature could Open and Face the Truth and Justice within those Scrolls or could assist me to understand that my past Sufferings were a Blessing and help me to Face the Horrible Truth of this world so fully Fallen and without hope but for the Will of God for all within, to not end in Hell becoming more certain with each generation raised by more Sick mothers and women and men's and father's duties and positive effects less possible, they soul-mind castrated and their lives more tortured and abused each generation.
A lot was communicated to me through The Lion, much I do not remember except for a few things but all was valuable and formed a foundation from which I could grow securely from. The first and opening communication was a statement that I had suffered badly from It (It was clear to us both and included the abuse and lies of Feminism and all the Untruths, inJustices, disOrdering, .. that is now systematically in everything) and His statement did not contain any excessive sympathy, Rightly because we both knew that after the first time and my lack of courage in response – my acceptance of the harm because the self-loathing raised to have made me believe I deserved it and so could or should accept the weak choice of forgetting and not facing it with courage, sensing even then that to do so would require I face the deep Betrayal(s) – and I deserved no sympathy for what suffering that followed. His communication was only a conformation of how it and my weakness poisoned and destroyed so much of all my life. It was raw Truth, We boh knew this as Truth, and so had anything else communicated such as more sympathy and suggesting external faults would have continued falseness and attempt at manipulation for evil reasons as is the normalized practice in this world, and because of this raw Truth without falseness and similar communications that followed my confidence in The Lion grew, always even to now I withhold full Trust in Him because I know I am not perfect and may be wrong and am unable to defend from all forms of demonic oppression, as my weakness to some sins continue to this day. I am a sinner and my most likely best End is Purgatory where those Sins will be Burned away, and my Love become unconditional and universal. We can Lovingly all pray for such an merciful Judgment and End for selves and all others.
One significant communication that was a Test was when I was reflecting with The Lion of the near seeming Hopelessness of Success in my Goal to Battle Satan here on Earth, The Lion offered to Possess me and do it for me, which I rejected absolutely as I must suffer my own failures and am the Master of myself as much as possible. I assume it was a Test, but it was the only communications I could say might have been from a Fallen demonic being. I can pray that I never Fall for such weakness, such acceptance of oppression of my duty to self, Man, Church, Nation, God and all His Creation. I am far from Good or in any way Perfect, I can and am not suffering enslavements to some Sins – mostly because of periods of weakness, of loss of Focus, of worldly distractions that cause loss of perspective and the Goal and all these things that should be considered as part of ever choice, sometimes a desire to return to being ignorant and live how I once was in a sane world where my sins were from ignorance and rarely harmed others significantly.
I must confess that I offer my services as I have in my recent article as your and all peoples Pope-King with every personal desire to be rejected, Yet with a Hope that I am accepted and with God's Will bring about a reversal of this Fall into Hell that otherwise seems unstoppable. I Fear and Hope to God these both, together.
The article mentioned;
“Multiverse Journal - Index Number 2211:, 16th May 2025, Proposal and Apologetic; I should be Accepted as world Pope-King, How and Why. Third version.”
-- A Journal across Realities, Time, Space, Soul-States. --
Much communication with The Loin proceeded including 'remembering' what were other versions of me in different lives, like windows that had numbers beyond count that I could enter and watch and even replace and experience as if I had lived those versions to that moment, so many lives that were as comfortable as real as this version, and often more so because they were most often sane, True, Just, good-Ordered and a kind of Freedom that Trust in God and others and self allows, those that make this version seem Sick, Dark, False, even unreal like a simulation that lacked some basic senses that requires an act of Will to believe it is real.
After this first interaction and the others what I Willed into existence until I could not remember how and mostly forgot about as worldly things returned to importance or to give myself a break from such Holy Demands, I realized that my Being was Larger, that were my consciousness might be felt to be a large room where light is only near me, then that light was might brighter and the 'room' size had expanded, and at one point I sensed objects and one was a dresser with huge mirror on it, and I sensed it had always been there and was maybe blocking something, and pulling it away there was a window-doorway behind it into Eternity.
So much was Opened to me, including so many memories of different lives of mine, and different and sometimes many different versions of this path where my choices or some different background elements caused changed life events – including many memories of same events, all true but hard to manage in my mind. Many memories that involve Angelic events – both Holy and Fallen – and other memories that I knew I could not share with those people around me, not then and only carefully now and with only those that I share something beyond rational understanding with. A sudden apearence of a person where only one existed before; man walking alone and passing me and friend talking near bus-stop and moments later that man was walking with a woman, a woman that did not walk by us with man, and could not have joined him in the 3 seconds we turned away and returned to our conversation and a glance back at the man found him with a women and we both shocked and disbelieving, for example.
That shared experience allows a slight careful level of openness and acceptance from him that no others could have. Slightly more, like I could talk to him about the time my (ex)wife and I were staying overnight at a relative on mine in a part of a house that was built in the 17th century and encountered the ghost we learned at breakfast next morning from relative had interacted with his father, and others, and I suspect he and his wife had experienced and was reason they slept and stayed in the more modern addition to the house, refusing to state any personal experiences or belief as they were trying to sell the property and would be legally required to make it know to buyer. Since that event was shared with another (exwife) I can discuss it with others knowing she exists and would state it true, if asked, or did in times we shared with friends before her and the State's unJust divorce.
I have written of some others I would not talk about directly because when I write I can give some of the background information that personal conversations make impossible given a loss of attention span and loss of normal virtues that can accept things that they refuse to believe and other changes that has happened to society and people since I was young and the world was Sane. I have not worked though the steps for a level of certainty but this general change that make personal intimacy this type of communication possible is likely because of the damages to mind and faculties that acceptance of the insanities we all raised to consider normal or praiseworthy, that a side effect is a failure to trust others because – perhaps – they would expose the insanities they know deeply are wrong.
It was relatively recently that I could argue the reason for the increasing loss of sanity and rational approach to our continuous Fall from good sense or even the ability of others to agree that the world has changed for the worse when it changes at all, that so many are unwilling to face that and when they discuss any one badness that they are likely to argue corruption seeking wealth, in part I argue because most of us suffer poverty or it's nearness that we no longer have the liberties that our grandfathers and his family had in going out to dinner with family or friends without checking to see if they could afford it, now many can not go for a Sunday drive for the cost of the small amount of gas it requires, and so can not conceive that our powerful rulers and many others that cause that one Badness or others may have reasons other then wealth.
I learned to think and argue more clearly through my Traditional Catholic Theologies studies, learning many things that are being falsely taught today throughout all once trusted social sources and even the post-1958 Modernist False Catholic Church, the Falseness and abused that I could not understand as a new-Rite Modernist heretical Vatican II Catholic. Questions as simple as the forced change from Traditional Latin Mass Rite to the New-Rite world-wide and how the way it was done could not be considered as anything but abusive and intended to harm the Body of Christ on earth, to murder souls, to prevent converts, and sow distrust and division throughout the Church and beyond.
Those Theological problems as well as I has person problems with a women that was very important in the running of the Church and relieve the overworked Fathers of much day-to-day tasks. After a short time as a convert and daily Mass attendance I found her to have either caused problems between me and my Priest or others, or other problems I did not believe existed or existed to the degree she responded with .. the worst might have been address with a simple mention and change for me to learn or explain it as not true or unintended. It became clear that she was acting as so many women had unJustly abused me in my past University and another emplyment, the reason could only be understood by me as because I was a man and they were man-haters or something like that .. so here I was suffering abuse from another woman with power over me and others, in my Church – of all places.
The Modernist false Church is using Sick women in power to harm and destroy as they are used throughout society to destroy all once good and helping Institutions as well as making Toxic all places men are forced to be from Education, throughout most ways of making a living and supporting dependencies, throughout society, and now I realize, in Religion where ever possible.
Yet I somehow Knew that the Catholic Church was my one and most valuable source to fight the Satanic Evil that I realized is world-wide and harming everyone, and seemingly unopposed – unopposed or even discussed by the now Modernist False Church. So, why did I still Know the Catholic Church was the most important source or path for my ability or chance to oppose such Evil? I discovered and soon converted into the Traditional Catholic Church, the True Church that has been attacked by the Modernist False Church since 1958 when the Synagogue of Satan took over the Office of Pope and the Vatican.
I found a level of Assertion of Truth without excuse driven by what I now understand as fatherhood Love, a true Love that will force you to face Truths and our personal failures that nearly no women would or may never in past would, a correction that will not allow a person any excuse in future to profess ignorance, corrections that we must have to act Rightly with good chance of success if future and that if not corrected would assure failures, damages, frustrations, failures, personal isolation, vulnerability, helpless to victimization and abuses and more.
Basically a raw Love that a more gentle form our fathers, men teachers, men mentors, older brothers, and even men friends used to do before fatherhood was killed when no-fault divorce legally established State and social support for the 'Sin of Eve' with the threat of and often the act of divorce-rape and taking of all we as fathers loved, suffered for, earned and created. Fatherhood only exists in marriages where the wife and mother would never divorce on pain of sin and death for her and all the harms to husband and children, damage to Church and community, to society and nation .. a kind of Clarity and Prudence that almost no women had or that after generations of [functional] fatherlessness increasingly insane-accepting delusional and psychotic mothers, women, damaged men, and society raised.
I found a raw Love that I knew I could trust to intend Good for me for Love of God's Sake and his soul's hope of Salvation, where womanhood weakness and strengths were known and they never placed in positions of disOrdering and Tempting power in the Church.
The failure to fight Modernists that the two previous Popes before 1958, they allowed deep infiltration of Modernists in their full and different forms; of those acting with intent to destroy as service to Synagogue of Satan, of communists, of practicing sexual perverts (sex with men, sex with children, disOrdering False unJust acceptance and other practices), of atheists or God-haters, and of others that should not be accepted into seminaries, or tolerated and hidden when discovered, so with such Sicken and Sickening seeds that were allowed to take root, allowed to be moved to positions of power and leadership, to allow the inconceivable to the Body of Christ on earth, that which became Public soon after the 1958 acceptance of a Modernist Pope, that Satan had taken command of the Vatican and many or most Offices with the Public presentation that Vatican Ruled by Satan in the acceptance of heresy-filled Vatican II.
Such a Public Statement of Satanic Rule as was done with Vatican II and would be clear to all Catholics that had good Formation must occur so Ignorance can not be claimed and each and all share in the Sins and Evils that follow, all except those that Fight the now unTruth, unJust, disOrdering, .., the Fall of Vatican Offices and Modernists changes then and into future. It is Right and Just to argue that all Catholics that were excommunicated related to rejection of this Modernist Sicknesses and many Laity that left the Church, and many souls that never converted, that all suffered and suffering unJustly as a result, and from Faith we Know were and are being Rightly Judged by God, Jesus Christ.
Traditional Catholic Theology made it possible to understand how were are now facing such insanities-acceptance, evil-Blindness, and disOrdered, retarded, and damaged mental faculties. Saint Thomas Aquinas defines clearly how sin damages a person, and habitual sin damages a person so much the Truth can not be tolerated (as I suffered and most everyone now suffers by), a darkening of Intellect, disOrdered priorities, faulty memory, damage of faculties, and acceptance to habits of sin. I realized that a more rapid and deeper form of this occurs if a person is raised to accept insanities as right, normal, or even praiseworthy. And unprotected by a Father or later by men in position and courage too, Sickened mothers and women Teachers and others can and have raised generations with increasing insanities and using many different and effective psychological and other punishments to fit such false beliefs and to punish any that will not support such evil.
Acceptance of the simple virtuelessness of Divorce, of Birth-Control and the damage to self and to others that treating people as soulless Meat-Machines for use, abuse, and disposal, to accept Pornography, of sex outside of marriage, of allowing perversion and damaging behavior behind closed door in unLove toward others and pretending (to believing) that it only hurts those that do such, to accept the clearly insanity to allow mothers to hire minions-of-Satan to torture to death our unborn babies and our would be niegbors – an acceptance that broke all limits of what should and was unacceptable; sexual mutilations of children, endless wars for Synagogue of Satan that only harms us, failure of Gov and Society to support families and children, open telivized ongoing years of clear Genocides, war-crimes, mass murders, and such evils ..
.. So, when once a single burned running Veitnam child moved entire Nations to actions in my lifetime, now most all are silently accepting of Genocides that our taxes and resources support and are needed to continue .. today it is only Faith that argues we have souls anymore because examination of actions and inactions that argues a world of soulless Witch-controlled Zombies.
Has anyone else happen to notice this and related things, and understood the never reversed Fall of Sanity, Love, Joy, Truth, Justice, Hope, and Faith is continuing without pause since then and that all will suffer at some point from conception to horrible deaths, to full Open Hell on earth? Of cource I am not alone in this Understanding, and many more know such in the case for bits and pieces of our shared lives and communities, as many have stayed silent when Standing against each of their corner of life experiences but have learned from pass attempts to even ask those in some power about them and been punished directly or as female-evil so often does, passively while using dishonorable lies and Witch-Whisper-Web to coordinate abuse from others that confuses the victim and does not seem possible that such a situation can happen because they do not know of the depth of evil and hate many women hold ready to enjoy viciously striking with, such a sense of power and sexual pleasure that being part of a group that so completely crushes a man that expresses even a tiny bit of good masculine value and will. We have all seen a man Standing against what now I think of female-evil and lost everything and sometimes his life as punishment – the more true and closeness to exposure of the Witch-directed female-evil systems the worse his punishment and more public is it made to be a cautionary example.
As in the no-fault divorce threat that killed fatherhood, that certain destruction has castrated manhood and it duties. And this evil and Sickness may be 'only' 3 in 10 women near us, the Damnation in early all of modern Western and other societies Womanhood is in the Silence to us as children and as older males and shaping older female to accept and even become so Sick, and too often most of those other 10 women will silently or actively support those rotted demonic-possessed Witches or coven minions.
I know that I and any man worthy to live and breath near me and other men would or could stay silent or be supportive of a man that we knew were a fraction as evil as those 3 or even silently supportive as most all other women seem to be.
And because mothers refuse to provide us with the know-how to protect ourselves and others we love - what is Motherhood now except baby-murdering and child crippling walking horrors casing the Shadow of Death on us all? Are almost all women simply servants of Satan? Since I lived and remembered a time when that was not true, when mothers and older women were like most all men – a blessing to all they interacted with, helping with careful respect of dignity anyone that needed or asked, when you knew that any man would help if they could when asked, or often would help anyone that was having problems, and older women would guide and teach virtues and morals to family and others – filled with Healthy good sense and prudence. Replaced now with similar power and we know almost all spreading poison of lies, unreasoned hate, false-witnessing men and history with repeated telling of false rapes or the correction of a man for being slimy and evil that they pretend was sexism.
Somehow the reputation of our [white] Christian-raise manhood and our history of bring better lives throughout the world has been unJustly changed to be what the worse that womanhood is. Where sane and most successful hierarchy of competence is damned as racist, sexist, and oppressive seeking power and using power to advance, it seems done because white Christian men are generally the most skilled, competent, open to improvements, willing to concede intelligence, wisdom, respect, and knowledge of those better in what subjects they are, fair to others regardless of race or sex or other differences, and many such common practiced forms and expressions of Truth, Justice, right-Ordering, and are attacked because so few minorities or women are able to compete and advance is such a system. Few did and can, minorities that are Blessed with such rare combinations for their Race, women that are above average in intelligence and able to perform well, not perform 'like a man' but as men strive to perform with others for maximum earned benefits to self and best service to all.
As what argues falseness and protection of lies in the illegality in many nations to question events that seem unbelievable except we similarly mind-raped from crib of things already mentioned, events that were said to occur in Nazi Germany before and during WWII, illegal in some places to question, to research, to debate, to publicly state disbelief and argue why, under force of arrest, fine, public shaming, prison, and sometimes death, and everywhere else forced by social, career, political, and economic punishments that will never end through life and harm not only that person but all close to them .. we find that kind of female-evil Synogogue of Satan methods against those that argue the Truth of such unJust lies against manhood and unJust lies promoting womanhood.
I noticed that studies showing Parental Fraud levels of 1/3 (1 out of 3 children have wrong fathers listed) based on National Blood Bank studies, and the few studies that look hard at false rape accusations filed with police (one 3 year study of a metropolitan police department that did due-diligence investigations of each accusation for that 40+ percent was shown false, and so greater numbers were false but the police investigations could not find hard evidence they were) those studies were once reported at top or near top on Google searches (“Don't be Evil!”) and then one day they were suppress by Google (“Do be Evil!”) and I realized that such female-evil and service to Synogogue of Satan had moved into international corporations and the male-hate and lied that the UN states, Modernist Catholic Church lies and implies, that no sources of power we once could assume were trustworthy could be trusted.
How did this happen? Not overnight. Synagogue of Satan has been killing the best of white Christian men since before the French Revolution and regardless of what your untrustworthy sources of history say, each of these and others had white Christian men and family genocide as a main goal, as well as to force all aspects, to enslave all possible under one Organization that is filled and directed by Witches and minions of many names that Serve the Synagogue of Satan; French Revolution, CivilWar, WWI, Armenian Genocide, Holodomor, WWII, and those endless wars the USA and other Western once Christian nations killed the best of the remaining white Christian men and our national resources, middle eastern wars that served israel and where israel and Western nations including USA supported terrorist groups while claiming to fight them, and today we have Holodomor part II that has mass murdered an estimated 1.5 million white Christian Ukrainian men and a fraction but large number of Russian white Christian men.
While killing off the Best white Christian-raised men, the family structure was under attack as seen in the after civilwar political drive and success to give divorced mothers the children to raise under that false assumption that it would be best for the children when history argued against it, that fathers managed raising even very young children when mothers died of ran away. But inJustice in this and much more would become more common as women gained political and social power, until we see today the hyper-empowered insane-accepting insane-supporting man-hating delusional lying honorless back-stabbing selfish grasping unJust resent filled psychopathic 'normal' woman that has taken power almost everywhere and suppresses all attempts to improve or fix problems and only allows false solutions that increase suffering and-or increases power to their Masters' minions and Satan.
Where once in the competency hierarchies that were normal and successful, the procedures where that once a problem was noticed, the causes of that problem were assumed symptoms, the real causes at fault were discerned as well as possible in open debate, and same kind of debate for best solutions to seek and how best to manage the problems occurring now and expected till fixed, how Justice would be found and what forms would they be, and step-by-step the application of solution would be done by the best available person or people (usually men) till success.
Today we find that with the hyper-empowerment women-supremacy and functional Matriarchy, the rejection of male valued open debate to expose truths, to allow Justice to those accuse to be at fault, to argue and find best path or paths to correction and return to right-ordering, with courage and deep discernment, prudence and often sacrifices that are know and recongnized by those in power, not forgotted but honored with a desire to somehow return in some way Justice to those that lived, and through support of families when they sacrificed and gave all, to death.
With that rejection of the proven through success, through advancement, through Justice, through better ordering of the personal, the family, the communities, the societies, then nation and often benefiting beyond, the female-evil death-suffering desiring powerful today at every level from families through institutions and professions, through governments and corporations, in throughout all powerful positions Satan's 5th column Witches and their minions actively suffocate any changes that are not directed from their Masters or those changes that do not benefit them, like a poison fungal tips out mothers, wives, sisters, daughters, women co-workers, women professionals, and others knowingly of unknowingly murder chances for betterment, murder as they murder our unborn and with as much resistance from others, they are the poison fungal tips of they soul-eating hope-love-joy murdering tentacles that extend down and throughout everywhere were power exists, tentacles that start at the hidden from most us, the perhaps 15 international interconnected world-wide families the rule the worldly aspects of the Synagogue of Satan.
A method of the ability to work openly yet not been noticed is not only in the damage of us from crib, but in a constant Witch-Spell that leads us to decide there is no patterns and that most things are random and senseless. Like the fairly rare school, workplace, or public shootings that young men seem to do without cause, when clearly the cause is in a history of abuse targeted at them with no understanding of source or reason, with ever effort to stop the abuse or understand the source(s) and reasons fail or are punished, where suffering became endless and hope for relieve died and most often suicide results without publicity but rarely a glimpse of the Witch-directed coordinated system is seen, and having no other choices to actions that might bring some Justice and prevent them from hurting other men as they likely hurt and drove to suicide men before him, he response with violence, likely causing innocent deaths and unlikely to kill those Just to die, those that act behind and through others, and are unlikely to suffer Justice from any worldly sources. Seems random that another young man suddenly without cause or reason happen to go to a place he (was abused at) over a long period to shoot people. Sure, that seems as sane as mothers murdering our babies is sane.
I see that I have not advance to where I hoped to get to in this article and likely did myself and my Goal to warn others and advance the Fight against Satan much success.
I expect and hope I laid the ground work for what has been the start of the Sickening of womanhood and all of us and most the world, the acceptance of insanities from crib that open us all to demonic-control and evil-Blindness and accelerated the spread of evil cancer far and wide in us each and all the world.
I have written about this in an article that uses Saint Thomas Aquinas Holy Clarity of how sin damages a soul, and extends it reasonable to form what I believe is the Best Argument Form against Abortion, but I hope that the basics of warping children from crib is clearly damaging and the argument could and would be as sound if modern psychological sciences and known harms was used, resulting in the same good solid argument's results.
As those that read and follow the argument, they may ask themselves why any public or defined argument in education seemed to only argue the unresolveable form that hinges on when a conceived life is worthy to have personhood rights when corporations called from Hell have Personhood rights, that her body - her choice - never suggests that by choosing to risk being a mother that it was her choice for her body and so murdering our baby she accepted by action can never be Just, and maybe ask themselves if this form of argument and the Clarity that evil-Powerful has forced the shape of the debate around and about Abortion to never extend to a form that can offer a clear resolution short of world-wide conversion to Traditional Catholicism, where the sins of Pride, of god-like imagined abilities, and willingness to kill or support killing as more acceptable then demanding women take responsibility for their disOrdered acts using sexuality for; lust, their seeking power, control, wealth, harm to fathers, or to sacrifice to Satan, or as common to be in sexual relationship with two or more men and purposely become pregnant to capture the wealthiest or most powerful regardless of the real father and if fails with him try for the next best of the three, and on failure to tell the least of three he is the father and enjoy his suffering when she murders the unborn, and then start over collecting lovers with same goal.
And perhaps ask themselves if such Clarity of Situation and this Formation of a better (Best) argument against abortion and this explanation of this worldly insanity that accelerated since the 1973 Public Announcement that Satan rules the Federal Government through the SCOTUS ruling forcing us all to suffer a national forced Religious practice of unborn tortured to death silently screaming sacrifices to Satan, was this Divinely Inspired or something that anyone including the reader could have done?
Here is the article that presents the better (Best) argument against Abortion, an argument that does not require any unborn conceived or killed but focus on the damage to us all to even accept that such a choice was somehow sane.
“Multiverse Journal - Index Number 2216:, 2nd June 2025, AI Dialog, Best argument against acceptance of Abortion or any evil insanity.”
-- A Journal across Realities, Time, Space, Soul-States.--
Here is an AI generated audio overview of the above article;
God Bless.
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What follow till end is that AI’s generated text ‘breifing’ that does a better job, although sometime incorrect, to present this document’s contents. I include this to present some of those concepts that are more accurately present in hopes that this format may aid the reader to organized this in a systematic way.
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This detailed briefing document summarizes the main themes and most important ideas presented in the provided excerpts from "Holy Memories: Unveiling Betrayal and the Satanic War."
Briefing Document: "Holy Memories: Unveiling Betrayal and the Satanic War"
I. Executive Summary
The provided text, "Holy Memories: Unveiling Betrayal and the Satanic War," details the author's profound "Holy Experience" that led to a radical re-evaluation of his life, society, and the nature of good and evil. The central thesis is that a "Satanic War" is being waged on Earth, characterized by a pervasive societal "sickness," a "Fall" from sanity and virtue, and the systematic destruction of traditional values, particularly those associated with "white Christian men" and fatherhood. The author attributes this decline primarily to the "hyper-empowerment" of "Sick women" driven by "female-evil" and "Feminism," operating under the influence of the "Synagogue of Satan," which has infiltrated major institutions, including the Catholic Church. The text presents a highly personalized, apocalyptic worldview, interwoven with theological arguments and claims of divine communication with "The Lion," a figure the author identifies as a transformed Cain and the template for Jesus Christ's human form. The author also declares himself a "Pope-King" candidate, offering to reverse this societal "Fall into Hell."
II. Core Themes and Arguments
A. The Author's "Holy Experience" and Revelation: The author describes a pivotal "Holy Experience" approximately a decade prior that "stripped my Family Demon from me that had assistant in preventing my Understanding, my Clarity, my Memories of Holy and worldly, and other mental faculties such as intellect." This experience forced him to confront a "life-crippling betrayal and psychological abuse from her that birthed me, and so many others of her sex that lied in silence." This realization triggered an "Ego Death" and "Reset," leading to a profound understanding of "The Truth of Satan" and the necessity of accepting "the Truth of God." He describes a "Spiritual Battle without limits."
B. The Decline of Sanity, Virtue, and Trust: A central lament is the perceived loss of societal sanity and virtue. The author states that in the early 1970s, "a state of sanity and a general universal trust of basic virtues existed." By the mid-to-late 1980s, this was "gone." He attributes this to a "transformation which started before my birth and only when exponential after womanhood became both Sickened and Hyper-empowered is society, a rejection of basic sanity and virtue that valued Truth, Justice, Good Order, prudence, courage, and others that the white Christian West blessed the world with, and that men and older raise women enforced and expected, lost."
C. The Betrayal of "Womanhood" and "Female-Evil": The author posits a widespread, systemic betrayal originating from his mother and extending to "other older women in my family, professionals with duty and contractual obligations, media, governments from local to UN, all significant institutions." This is characterized as "constant Witch-Spell from crib" leading to the belief that men are "privileged and powerful" due to "oppression and inJustice towards others," and are inherently "rotten and bad." Conversely, "womanhood reputation" is falsely glorified, with women portrayed as "never those things and when they were it was excusable because of men and our system."
The author asserts that "Modernist false Church is using Sick women in power to harm and destroy as they are used throughout society to destroy all once good and helping Institutions as well as making Toxic all places men are forced to be from Education, throughout most ways of making a living and supporting dependencies, throughout society, and now I realize, in Religion where ever possible." He describes "female-evil" as a coordinated system that "crushes a man that expresses even a tiny bit of good masculine value and will." He claims "Damnation in early all of modern Western and other societies Womanhood is in the Silence to us as children and as older males and shaping older female to accept and even become so Sick, and too often most of those other 10 women will silently or actively support those rotted demonic-possessed Witches or coven minions."
D. The Assault on Fatherhood and Manhood: A significant theme is the destruction of fatherhood and the "castration" of manhood. The author links this to "no-fault divorce legally established State and social support for the 'Sin of Eve' with the threat of and often the act of divorce-rape and taking of all we as fathers loved, suffered for, earned and created." He argues that "Fatherhood only exists in marriages where the wife and mother would never divorce on pain of sin and death for her and all the harms to husband and children." He contrasts the "raw Love that a more gentle form our fathers, men teachers, men mentors, older brothers, and even men friends used to do before fatherhood was killed."
E. Feminism as a Tool of Evil: The author's realization about Feminism was a "lightning strike": "Feminist was an excuse for unearned profits of any form and an excuse to act without moral and virtues to advance, and it was always so." He believes he was "emotional and intellectually crippled by my mother and so many others, poisoned" by "the Feminism I was Poisoned with from a young age."
F. The Infiltration and Fall of the Catholic Church: The author strongly condemns the "Modernist False Catholic Church," stating that "the Synagogue of Satan took over the Office of Pope and the Vatican" in 1958. He sees the "forced change from Traditional Latin Mass Rite to the New-Rite world-wide" as "abusive and intended to harm the Body of Christ on earth, to murder souls, to prevent converts, and sow distrust and division." He claims "Satan had taken command of the Vatican and many or most Offices with the Public presentation that Vatican Ruled by Satan in the acceptance of heresy-filled Vatican II." He advocates for the "Traditional Catholic Church" as the "True Church."
G. The "Synagogue of Satan" and Historical Conspiracies: The "Synagogue of Satan" is presented as the orchestrator of widespread evil, responsible for "killing the best of white Christian men since before the French Revolution." He lists various historical events—French Revolution, Civil War, WWI, Armenian Genocide, Holodomor, WWII, Middle Eastern wars—as having "white Christian men and family genocide as a main goal." He explicitly states, "today we have Holodomor part II that has mass murdered an estimated 1.5 million white Christian Ukrainian men and a fraction but large number of Russian white Christian men." This entity is described as ruling the "worldly aspects" through "perhaps 15 international interconnected world-wide families" and operating via "Witches and minions."
H. The Role of "The Lion": After his "Ego Death," the author made contact with "The Lion," whom he clarifies is "not Jesus Christ" but potentially the "Lion mentioned in Saint John Testimony that is documented in the Book of Revelation (Apocalypse)." The author argues "The Lion" is the transformed soul of Cain, who, after being justly forced to "Host a world where his sins are widely suffered by most or all," came to "Hate all sins from personal sufferings, yet to Love everyone." He believes Cain's transformation into "The Lion" provided the "template of the Human part that was joined with The Son of the Trinity to be Jesus Christ, Both God and Man." "The Lion" communicated "raw Truth" to him, confirming his suffering and weakness, and offering guidance for his "Goal to Battle Satan here on Earth."
I. The Author's Self-Proclaimed "Pope-King" Status: The author explicitly states, "I offer my services as I have in my recent article as your and all peoples Pope-King with every personal desire to be rejected, Yet with a Hope that I am accepted and with God's Will bring about a reversal of this Fall into Hell that otherwise seems unstoppable." He references an article titled "Multiverse Journal - Index Number 2211:, 16th May 2025, Proposal and Apologetic; I should be Accepted as world Pope-King, How and Why. Third version."
J. The Deception and Suppression of Truth: The author argues that a "constant Witch-Spell" makes people believe "there is no patterns and that most things are random and senseless." He cites examples like the suppression of studies on "Parental Fraud levels of 1/3" and "false rape accusations" on Google, indicating that "female-evil and service to Synogogue of Satan had moved into international corporations." He claims that "ignorance can not be claimed" regarding the "Public Statement of Satanic Rule as was done with Vatican II."
K. Abortion as a Sacrifice to Satan and a Mark of Insanity: Abortion is vehemently condemned as a manifestation of the societal "sickness." He describes "mothers hiring murders dressed as medical professionals to torture to death our unborn babies silently screaming on whim." He links the 1973 SCOTUS ruling on abortion to a "Public Announcement that Satan rules the Federal Government through the SCOTUS ruling forcing us all to suffer a national forced Religious practice of unborn tortured to death silently screaming sacrifices to Satan." He argues that the debate around abortion has been intentionally warped to prevent clear resolution, highlighting the "sins of Pride, of god-like imagined abilities, and willingness to kill or support killing as more acceptable then demanding women take responsibility for their disOrdered acts using sexuality."
III. Key Concepts and Terminology
Holy Experience/Ego Death/Reset: A transformative spiritual event experienced by the author, leading to profound clarity and understanding of spiritual warfare.
Family Demon: A personal spiritual impediment that prevented understanding and clarity.
Sickness/Fall: The pervasive societal and spiritual decline, characterized by a loss of sanity, virtue, and truth.
Hyper-empowered Womanhood/Sick Women/Female-Evil/Witch-Spell/Witches/Coven Minions: Terms used to describe the perceived corrupting influence of women in modern society, acting as agents of evil and spiritual manipulation.
Feminism: Denounced as an "excuse for unearned profits" and immoral advancement.
Synagogue of Satan: A global, hidden power structure responsible for the societal decline, historical genocides (especially against white Christian men), and infiltration of institutions.
The Lion: A divine or divinely appointed being, identified by the author as the transformed Cain, who became the template for Christ's human form. He communicates guidance and truth to the author.
Modernist False Catholic Church: The author's term for the post-1958 Catholic Church, which he believes has been taken over by Satan and is actively working against true Catholicism.
Traditional Catholic Church: The author's preferred and "True Church."
Pope-King: The author's self-proclaimed desired role as a spiritual and temporal leader to fight Satan.
Fatherhood Killed/Manhood Castrated: The destruction of traditional male roles and virtues due to societal changes, particularly no-fault divorce.
Insanities-acceptance/Evil-Blindness: The widespread inability or unwillingness of people to recognize or confront societal evils and irrationalities.
Pornography/Birth Control/Sex Outside Marriage: Examples of societal sins contributing to the "Sickness."
Multiverse Journal: A conceptual framework or actual publication where the author documents his experiences and arguments.
IV. Significant Ideas and Facts (as presented by the author)
Personal Revelation: The author's suffering was a catalyst for understanding a "Sickness throughout the world," realizing his personal harms were a "drop of urine in all the urine across the world."
Spiritual Warfare: The world is engaged in an "unlimited Spiritual Battle."
The Nature of Truth: "Raw Truth" is without "excessive sympathy" or "suggesting external faults," as these are seen as "falseness and attempt at manipulation for evil reasons."
Cain's Redemption and The Lion: Cain's punishment for fratricide was to "Host a world where his sins are widely suffered," a form of purgatory that transformed him into "The Lion," who then became the "template of the Human part that was joined with The Son of the Trinity to be Jesus Christ."
Purpose of Suffering: Personal sufferings are a "Blessing" that help one "Face the Horrible Truth of this world so fully Fallen."
Rejection of Demonic Possession: The author refused "The Lion's" (presumed test) offer to "Possess me and do it for me," asserting his duty to fight himself.
Historical Timeline of Decline: The decline accelerated after "womanhood became both Sickened and Hyper-empowered," and "Satan had taken command of the Vatican" in 1958, publicly affirmed by Vatican II. The 1973 SCOTUS ruling on abortion marks a "Public Announcement that Satan rules the Federal Government."
Genocides of White Christian Men: Specific historical events are reframed as deliberate genocides targeting white Christian men.
Parental Fraud and False Rape Accusations: Claims of suppressed data showing high rates of parental fraud and false rape accusations.
Damage to the Soul from Sin: Drawing on Saint Thomas Aquinas, the author argues habitual sin damages intellect, memory, and faculties, leading to an inability to tolerate truth and acceptance of insanities.
V. Potential Implications and Goals
The author's stated goal is to "warn others and advance the Fight against Satan." He seeks to "bring about a reversal of this Fall into Hell that otherwise seems unstoppable." His self-declaration as a "Pope-King" candidate suggests a desire for significant leadership in this spiritual and societal battle. He aims to expose the "insanities" accepted since childhood and to promote a "better (Best) argument against Abortion," which he believes reveals the "worldly insanity that accelerated since the 1973 Public Announcement that Satan rules the Federal Government."